I don't ask why, I just fall into the meadow....
I close my eyes , and wait to die
Yes, I am a liar
Yes, I am a sinner
Please forgive my broken soul
But I've got nowhere else to go
They made the world so hard
If I had somewhere else to go
I could be a star like you
Special like you
A star like you
Special like you
And all those picture frames surround you
I saw you in France
All those busters hang around you
I asked you to dance
I can't take you home tonight
No, I can't be your man
I know why you here tonight
You in a fight with your man
But I've got nowhere else to go
They made the world so hard
If I had somewhere else to go
I could be a star like you
Special like you
A star like you
Special like you
Kyle, i really wish we went to see (hed) p.e. again when they came back last month, listening to the meadow after so long i was like omg....
i didnt plan on skippin classes today, i just happened, i went to weight traingin though....
got that from johns, wow kyle, john.....apparently you guys are a bunch of fags....not that theres anything wrong with that, but dont be comin round here for love...
so basically, idk ive been in a slum for like over a month, thigns get better, yesterdy was cool, but then again, there are times again that i'm like hey, i hate being here, at usm, i hate being home theres no where for me to go i dont belong anywhere...i cant find somewhere where i want to be either....then theres friends, all of them live like around an hour or more away in like 5 different directions, literely north, east, south and west it sucks, and its not just when im at usm its the same when im at home.....it makes me kinda depressed when i think abotu it.....makes me feel like i have no friends....who knows...i want to quit tj maxx, everyone does...been wanting too since amber quit awhile ago thats around the time i relized how shitty that place was....GGRRRRR!!!! i'm so lost in life right now....i cant stay here much longer with out loosing my mind, and i cant go home without being bitched out.....
on a better side me and rennee are becoming better friends, we talk on the phone now which is cool, shes nicks cousin and kyles gf and that makes her family for me...i didnt relize that until she brought it up the other night at denny's...but its the truth nicks my best friend, kyles my second...and they're my bro's. but anyways thats cool cuz it gives me someone else to talk to more.
slipknot was great no doubt, joeys drum solo was ridic, and lifting that handdycap'd kid in that huge wheel chair with 25 other ppl over the barricade was hard as shit. they played every song i wanted to here except disasterpieces but thats only one and its not near my fav songs.
im lost....
can't you see,
my mind is empty,
my dying eyes dulled in the cool breeze.
your words unnoticed,
bringing nothign to pass,
my thoughts upon nothing,
becasue nothing will last...
havent wrote on my own in a while.....i think it sucks too, but w/e its my journal i do what i want...
this is the most random live journal ever...
someone cheer me up.....lol
i think me and kyle and renee are chillin thrusday if i feel liek it, that would be cool, then maybe me and kyle and nick friday, cool again if i feel like it...it vacation though....I WANT TO GO SOMEWHERE AND DO SOMETHING!!!
i really want to go to canada....
im starting to save money now....
it will be mine....
oh yes it will be mine....
bitches......
i need to go to class im already half an hour late
Yes, I am a liar
Yes, I am a sinner
Please forgive my broken soul
But I've got nowhere else to go
They made the world so hard
If I had somewhere else to go
I could be a star like you
Special like you
A star like you
Special like you
And all those picture frames surround you
I saw you in France
All those busters hang around you
I asked you to dance
I can't take you home tonight
No, I can't be your man
I know why you here tonight
You in a fight with your man
But I've got nowhere else to go
They made the world so hard
If I had somewhere else to go
I could be a star like you
Special like you
A star like you
Special like you
Kyle, i really wish we went to see (hed) p.e. again when they came back last month, listening to the meadow after so long i was like omg....
i didnt plan on skippin classes today, i just happened, i went to weight traingin though....
got that from johns, wow kyle, john.....apparently you guys are a bunch of fags....not that theres anything wrong with that, but dont be comin round here for love...
so basically, idk ive been in a slum for like over a month, thigns get better, yesterdy was cool, but then again, there are times again that i'm like hey, i hate being here, at usm, i hate being home theres no where for me to go i dont belong anywhere...i cant find somewhere where i want to be either....then theres friends, all of them live like around an hour or more away in like 5 different directions, literely north, east, south and west it sucks, and its not just when im at usm its the same when im at home.....it makes me kinda depressed when i think abotu it.....makes me feel like i have no friends....who knows...i want to quit tj maxx, everyone does...been wanting too since amber quit awhile ago thats around the time i relized how shitty that place was....GGRRRRR!!!! i'm so lost in life right now....i cant stay here much longer with out loosing my mind, and i cant go home without being bitched out.....
on a better side me and rennee are becoming better friends, we talk on the phone now which is cool, shes nicks cousin and kyles gf and that makes her family for me...i didnt relize that until she brought it up the other night at denny's...but its the truth nicks my best friend, kyles my second...and they're my bro's. but anyways thats cool cuz it gives me someone else to talk to more.
slipknot was great no doubt, joeys drum solo was ridic, and lifting that handdycap'd kid in that huge wheel chair with 25 other ppl over the barricade was hard as shit. they played every song i wanted to here except disasterpieces but thats only one and its not near my fav songs.
im lost....
can't you see,
my mind is empty,
my dying eyes dulled in the cool breeze.
your words unnoticed,
bringing nothign to pass,
my thoughts upon nothing,
becasue nothing will last...
havent wrote on my own in a while.....i think it sucks too, but w/e its my journal i do what i want...
this is the most random live journal ever...
someone cheer me up.....lol
i think me and kyle and renee are chillin thrusday if i feel liek it, that would be cool, then maybe me and kyle and nick friday, cool again if i feel like it...it vacation though....I WANT TO GO SOMEWHERE AND DO SOMETHING!!!
i really want to go to canada....
im starting to save money now....
it will be mine....
oh yes it will be mine....
bitches......
i need to go to class im already half an hour late