May 12, 2009 23:26
Damn.
I was typing something all profound, but then I hit backspace.
Whatever.
As much as I have known how much we are truly FUCKED in the way of unsustainable ways of life,
I have to allow myself to be happy and not hate myself.....
It's hard to tell if I'm moving forward or backwards on that.
Then again, I don't think I have spent much time back tracking in my life so far, so I'm probably not starting now.
I want to stop operating in constant crisis mode all of the time.
Maybe I can quit that like I quit smoking. Just cold turkey that bitch and enjoy the peace and quiet I have when my neighbors aren't screaming at each other :D
Bleh. Ha.
GINJURE IT'S NOT FAIR YOU'RE IN A BAND WITHOUT ME. WHEN I COME TO TOWN CAN WE DO OUR NERD RAP?
Fuck St. Louis! I miss you. If you're from there and reading this, you'll understand.