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I really dont know if i can get through this last month of school. I just want to close my eyes and get through it. I feel terminally ill and not myself at all and I don't like it. Sadly, I am not at all excited for prom, more annoyed. I wish I was. But I dont have a date or dress. Whats the point? I really feel I am incapable of being liked sometimes. who knows. Its finally clear that I am going to college. Im not ready for this and I know we're all excited and nervous. I don't even know how to do my own laundry. What if my roommate is a druggie emo freak goth who won't like my bright yellow comforter and snuffs me in my sleep? Okay Im overreacting but still.. Im just not as confident in myself as Id like to be right now.