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I just really don't know anymore. ill start with school. it still sucks. the end. college. just one of those things that are in every conversation with anyone these days. While i hate it when people are always asking me where im going what im doing with my life because i just dont know but at the same time thats all i can think about. I can't tell if im setting my goals too high or too low. It really depends the day and how much i believe in myself at the moment. Also, i havent really hung out with my best friend in a long time and i really miss her and i just don't know.
Things are changing and they probably have been but ive been too slow to realize. I don't know about senior year being the best but im optimistic. I just don't understand people or maybe i just stopped trying to. I think im starting to catch up to myself as a person and i dont know. I just need someone right now and i think for once im not too sure its going to happen. I dont know alot of things lately. I wish i did. I dont even think i made sense. I even think im going to regret posting this. Im worried of losing everything. i like to sleep because i dont have to think and be fustrated with myself.
Things are changing and they probably have been but ive been too slow to realize. I don't know about senior year being the best but im optimistic. I just don't understand people or maybe i just stopped trying to. I think im starting to catch up to myself as a person and i dont know. I just need someone right now and i think for once im not too sure its going to happen. I dont know alot of things lately. I wish i did. I dont even think i made sense. I even think im going to regret posting this. Im worried of losing everything. i like to sleep because i dont have to think and be fustrated with myself.