I dunno

[dshirkey]

For some reason last night while I was sitting on the couch watching tv a thought kept flickering through my head. I couldn't place what it was I just sort of dismissed it. A little while later it came back again, however now I was completely aware of what it was. For some reason my mind had drifted back to several years ago in a London night club. I can't really tell you why I was thinking about that, but there it was inside my head plain as day to me. Somethings in my life I remember quite clearly for some reason that is stuck in my head and I had never ever thought of it before last night. I remember how dingy the place was and how nervous I was going there (my first time at a club) I remember dancing for hours with someone who about half way though I tried to find a cab ride home so we could leave. I was very unsuccessful at that. I remember the waiting outside to get a cab and a few of us got screwed and had to ride a bus back to the hotel. I remember being on that bus and being even more scared because there were weird guys on the public transportation late at night. Sitting there next to her wondering if something happened could I protect her. Like I said I don't know why this is all coming to mind now. Its just something thats been sitting there i guss waiting for me to focus on it. I just asked Doug if he went.....see thats how selective my memory is I knew he was there i just couldn't remember. I wanted to know the name of the place but no one seems to remember what it was called. Anyway that should be all for now I just wanted to get that out......

I think i just need to get drunk