i'm scared but i'm not coming down.
talk about being exhausted.
our first water polo practice was yesterday. the first day was really rough but today was so much easier and i'm actually starting to really enjoy it. ashley decided to join today and nick is probably going to do it too! that makes me realllyyy happy! honestly, it's probably the hardest thing i've ever done but i know in the end i'm going to be so proud of myself for pushing it through and i just might become good at it. so HA to all of you doubters! :)
last night i got a good cry talking to nick on the phone. i just feel so overwhelmed with water polo and grades. we hardly ever see each other during the weekdays except during school and it's hard because i always want to be around him. it's comforting to know that he's just a phone call away and that i can tell him anything and everything knowing he's going to listen. it'll be so great if he does water polo, it'll be something we can do together! i decided that this nine week and the rest of the semester i'm really going to bring my grades up. i have 3 c's, 2 a's, and a b on my report card which is way less that what i'm capable.
this year has been one of pushing through and perservering so far and i'm ready to make all of this happen.
life is great.
our first water polo practice was yesterday. the first day was really rough but today was so much easier and i'm actually starting to really enjoy it. ashley decided to join today and nick is probably going to do it too! that makes me realllyyy happy! honestly, it's probably the hardest thing i've ever done but i know in the end i'm going to be so proud of myself for pushing it through and i just might become good at it. so HA to all of you doubters! :)
last night i got a good cry talking to nick on the phone. i just feel so overwhelmed with water polo and grades. we hardly ever see each other during the weekdays except during school and it's hard because i always want to be around him. it's comforting to know that he's just a phone call away and that i can tell him anything and everything knowing he's going to listen. it'll be so great if he does water polo, it'll be something we can do together! i decided that this nine week and the rest of the semester i'm really going to bring my grades up. i have 3 c's, 2 a's, and a b on my report card which is way less that what i'm capable.
this year has been one of pushing through and perservering so far and i'm ready to make all of this happen.
life is great.