Grrr

[dsexiest01]

why the hell is this silence so loud?

It feels like I’m in the middle of a screaming crowd but there’s no one around

I think I’m going crazy

Please some one come and save me

I need to be saved from my own mind
I see so much that I don't want to see until I wish I was blind
I can't get this voices out of my head

There are so many that I can't even understand what one has said
I’m tired of folks looking down on me saying this boy is sad

Stop judging me it makes me fucking mad

You don’t know what I been through

I don't point fingers at you so get out of my face

I’m running this race

And I don' need you here
so just disappear
u should be afraid of a boy with nothing to fear

And no I’m not shedding another tear
all I see is the color red

I’m tired of this blood shed

I’m tired of being who I am

No I’m not what u think I am

I am not the good from your bad

I don't care if you’re sad

I don't care if your sick
u can call me a prick

I jus want to go somewhere far away

I don't want to have to stay

Just let me go

I’ll smile and put on a happy show

Just don’t have me rotting in my own insanity

I’m soaked in profanity

And I splash words like shit fuck and bitch at humanity

Its because im tired of this vanity

Every word I say is vulgar

It’s a small word withbig meanings that hurt like an ogre

I hope u shoot to kill because if u miss I won't

If u give a shit I don't

So if u have one life to live I suggest u live it

Because I’ll take it away and won't give a shit

I’m on my last string and it ain't looking good

I’m only saying this once so I hope u understood