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why is it that everything ends up soo fucked up for me? Why does everyone do the same shit to me time and time again? What the fuck did i ever do to anyone for them to fuck with me over and over again. "everything is how you perceive it to be." Well to me everything looks pretty much the same. Same bullshit, same hassle, same lies, same manipulations. What the fuck do they want from me? What do i have that is soo godammed special that they have to try and manipulate it out of me. all i ever wanted was to treat someone right, but they always think there is some kind of catch, something they have to protect themselves from, and the only way they can do that is to lie to me or fuck with my head, but it is so fucking pathetic and juvinile, that i always seem to ignore it, or fail to notice it until it is to late for me to feel any differently about it. I just with it would all fucking end.