Nov 10, 2005 03:33
Wow, it's been a long time since I've updated. It's more than likely because not much at all changes for me day to day. It's the same old story, same old song and dance my friend.
Changes must be the cause of me updating now. I actually took off work and did something fun on Saturday. Went to a Ludo show at the Venue which was amazing. As always. Those guys are so much fun. Plus I had a severed arm. Now it's a signed severed arm. Pwnt.
I had to try to push my mom's truck home the other day. It broke down about a mile from the house and I was supposed to push it home. That truck is not light weight. At all. And it's not all downhill.....At all. But it really restored some of my faith in humanity. After countless people drove around us, with my mom at the car door steering and me pushing from behind, someone finally stopped. Not one of the soccer coach dads or middle-upper class business men who were driving past. This guy was a raggedy guy with long greasy hair and beard that looked like it hadn't been washed in years, with about 4 teeth driving a beat up old rust colored Ford Taurus. And he pulled up and said, "Let me see if my bumper will line up." And it did. And he pushed the truck all the way back to our house and then came back the same way and picked me up and drove me back to the house as well. He wouldn't accept any money for the help, but my sister was having a yard sale and we'd put a couple of old ass computers out there and he was interested in them. So I sold him both of them for $10 bucks instead of the $30 they were marked at and helped him carry them to the car. I would have given him the damn things honestly for keeping me from having to push that fucking truck any farther.
So that's the good stuff. Bad stuff. I realized that there are obviously some genetic alterations which cause people to become councilors and advisors. These alterations do not affect the intellegence of the individuals necessarily, but their usefullness. Long story short, after seeing my advisor who did not fully articulate my remaining requirements and failed to mention the hold on my account before it was too late to fix it and still get some of the classes I needed, I find out that I'll prolly have to take summer school just to finish everything and I'm unlikely to be able to finish early as was my original intention.
Which brings me to indifferent. With just about everything right now. Life in general does not really interest me. I've realized how bad it's become. I can't really read anymore. Even things that interest me. Because I'm constantly overtired and lacking in sleep, I cannot read. I function just fine in all other aspects of my life, but as soon as I pick up a book to start reading, my eyes start drooping and pretty soon I'm passed out on a couch, in a chair, or even on the floor. And I really have to finish reading this book so I can write a paper over it by Tuesday. *Le Sigh*
That's enough for now. I'm done. Goodnight. I have to be up in a few hours for class.