I'm a complete idiot

[dryte]

cause after all these years and say all the right things i know in my brain that i shouldn't do anything but walk away and ignore you

and yet here i am, smiling between tears and memories, hoping that you will call and things can be like they were, even though i know that they never can be.

i've missed you so much, and its so nice to hear you say the same, but the past cannot be changed, as much as we both would like it to

I hope that in a parallel universe we are happy