*Adult babble*
Wow... two nights in a row writing in my journal. WOOHOO for me! Things around here are a bit boring. Raiden's asleep, Rayne's watching a movie, Ryan's playing his usual video game, and I'm wandering aimlessly around the house and the internet trying to find something to entertain my eager little mind. lol
We're going to Six Flags within the next couple of weeks! I'm excited! I haven't been to Six Flags since (I'm pretty sure) before Rayne was born. Which really isn't that long, but I absolutely *LOVE* roller coasters. It's going to be decorated for Halloween, which should make it fun. I sooo am NOT going in a haunted house while I'm there though. Those things scare the tee-total shit out of me!!! I've only been to one actual haunted house, and I went with my dad, and my brother and step brothers. All the guys thought it was the greatest thing. I was scared shitless. lol When Freddie reached up from the floor and grabbed my foot, I almost peed on myself. hahahaha, yay for me. I haven't been to one since. I have been on the 'haunted rides' at amusement parks and stuff... and to show what a real pansie I am, those scare the crap out of me too!
I'm going over to Michelle's house tomorrow to weigh myself. I am betting I'm either the same weight, or maybe I've gained a few pounds. lol With him wanting to eat all the time, that makes me eat more...
Last time I checked, I lost 27lbs. I'm hoping for atleast 30! I thought that I had actually lost more than 27... my guess was 35, so I was a little disappointed when it was only 27. *Crossing my fingers* Let's hope for 30!
Anyway....
Oh wait! As I'm writing this, I remember another *haunted* house I went to. It was when I was about 13 or 14. I was going to church at Dalton Second Baptist. We went to another church for a haunted house. This one was BAD. We waited outside until they were ready... and when you went in, you walked over this bridge, and the whole room was red, and there was smoke EVERYWHERE, and there were people under the bridge grabbing at your feet. Those were supposed to be demons and such... and then they kept taking us into other rooms, and scaring the crap out of us some more, and after we were thoroughly spooked (that was a good haunted house, I must say)... they took us into this classroom type setting, and asked us if we were ready to be saved. About 90% of everyone there said "YES PLEASE!" LOL
..... those were actually GOOD memories of that church. I really do miss that church, but only for the people I met *Jesse*, well yeah, he's about the only one. Everyone else there are hypocritcal ASSES. As soon as I got pregnant, no one wanted anything to do with me anymore. That would have been a good time to try to 'save me' but nope. They completely pushed me aside, that's something I still haven't gotten over. I mean come on, I graced them with my musical talent by singing every friggin' week, and they're going to disown me pretty much. (I was sooo totally kidding about the gracing part, I hope you know)
Speaking of which I need to call Jesse. The last time I called him, his wife kept calling me "the girl with the voice". That was an ego boost if I've ever had one! I couldn't think of who he was talking about when he was telling me who he married. He kept telling me, I married Rachel. I didn't remember a Rachel. And I feel bad because the reason I didn't know who he was talking about, was because I never imagined he'd marry someone like that. She's sweet... it's just that he always went for the tall, preppy cheer leader types... and Rachel is the short, cute, sweet type. I dunno... anyway. I miss him. He was a really good best friend. Maybe I'll call him tomorrow.
Well Rayne's about to pass out, and Raiden is still sleeping, so I'm going to take "The Longest Yard" into my bedroom, and lie down and enjoy some peace and quiet.
I'll talk again soon
We're going to Six Flags within the next couple of weeks! I'm excited! I haven't been to Six Flags since (I'm pretty sure) before Rayne was born. Which really isn't that long, but I absolutely *LOVE* roller coasters. It's going to be decorated for Halloween, which should make it fun. I sooo am NOT going in a haunted house while I'm there though. Those things scare the tee-total shit out of me!!! I've only been to one actual haunted house, and I went with my dad, and my brother and step brothers. All the guys thought it was the greatest thing. I was scared shitless. lol When Freddie reached up from the floor and grabbed my foot, I almost peed on myself. hahahaha, yay for me. I haven't been to one since. I have been on the 'haunted rides' at amusement parks and stuff... and to show what a real pansie I am, those scare the crap out of me too!
I'm going over to Michelle's house tomorrow to weigh myself. I am betting I'm either the same weight, or maybe I've gained a few pounds. lol With him wanting to eat all the time, that makes me eat more...
Last time I checked, I lost 27lbs. I'm hoping for atleast 30! I thought that I had actually lost more than 27... my guess was 35, so I was a little disappointed when it was only 27. *Crossing my fingers* Let's hope for 30!
Anyway....
Oh wait! As I'm writing this, I remember another *haunted* house I went to. It was when I was about 13 or 14. I was going to church at Dalton Second Baptist. We went to another church for a haunted house. This one was BAD. We waited outside until they were ready... and when you went in, you walked over this bridge, and the whole room was red, and there was smoke EVERYWHERE, and there were people under the bridge grabbing at your feet. Those were supposed to be demons and such... and then they kept taking us into other rooms, and scaring the crap out of us some more, and after we were thoroughly spooked (that was a good haunted house, I must say)... they took us into this classroom type setting, and asked us if we were ready to be saved. About 90% of everyone there said "YES PLEASE!" LOL
..... those were actually GOOD memories of that church. I really do miss that church, but only for the people I met *Jesse*, well yeah, he's about the only one. Everyone else there are hypocritcal ASSES. As soon as I got pregnant, no one wanted anything to do with me anymore. That would have been a good time to try to 'save me' but nope. They completely pushed me aside, that's something I still haven't gotten over. I mean come on, I graced them with my musical talent by singing every friggin' week, and they're going to disown me pretty much. (I was sooo totally kidding about the gracing part, I hope you know)
Speaking of which I need to call Jesse. The last time I called him, his wife kept calling me "the girl with the voice". That was an ego boost if I've ever had one! I couldn't think of who he was talking about when he was telling me who he married. He kept telling me, I married Rachel. I didn't remember a Rachel. And I feel bad because the reason I didn't know who he was talking about, was because I never imagined he'd marry someone like that. She's sweet... it's just that he always went for the tall, preppy cheer leader types... and Rachel is the short, cute, sweet type. I dunno... anyway. I miss him. He was a really good best friend. Maybe I'll call him tomorrow.
Well Rayne's about to pass out, and Raiden is still sleeping, so I'm going to take "The Longest Yard" into my bedroom, and lie down and enjoy some peace and quiet.
I'll talk again soon