meaningless
whats left to do...
when the people that you loved the most give up on you
when you get to see that maybe, just maybe that friendship you thought you had was all in your head
when you have so much pain to deal with that you find out exactly how much anyone really gives a fuck about you when you don't have the strength to initiate a conversation
and when you force yourself too it seems as tho they'd just as well give the simplest answer to get you to move on
when the people that you loved the most give up on you
when you get to see that maybe, just maybe that friendship you thought you had was all in your head
when you have so much pain to deal with that you find out exactly how much anyone really gives a fuck about you when you don't have the strength to initiate a conversation
and when you force yourself too it seems as tho they'd just as well give the simplest answer to get you to move on