Come Tell Me You Love Me, Come Back And Haunt Me
It's been a couple of weeks. I can't believe that summer is just about over. I start classes on Monday!! :o( I moved into my apartment last week, it's pretty sweet but I'm definitely glad that I have my own room. I spent most of last weekend in Kalamazoo with the exception of Saturday night when I drove 2 1/2 hours home for Jamie's going away party (which was an absolute blast!!) and then I drove 2 1/2 hours home, extremely hungover, the next morning because I had to be back in Kzoo by 10 am for DG stuff. I had a blast with my DG's on Friday night too though, so all is good. Recruitment stuff wasn't much fun, but it had to be done.
I came back home on Sunday night because it was Jamie's last couple of days before she went up to school in Sault Ste. Marie. We went to Cedar Point on Tuesday and had so much fun, but we were done with everything by like 3:30 because there was no one there! She came over for dinner on Wednesday night and I had to say goodbye to her because she left today. Oh my lord, that was hard... I told myself that I wasn't going to cry, but I couldn't help it. I've been a mess since her party on Saturday due to her leaving and recent developments in her relationship with her "boyfriend," but I've done a pretty good job of hiding it... except for when I broke down and cried at her party. It's so hard to think of my life without her in it.
This summer seems like it has been full of nothing but disappointment. My boyfriend dumped me right when I was about to tell him we should get married, my best friend in the whole world left for school 5 hours away, my brother thinks that he wants to go to MSU and not Western, and I've realized that I have no relationship with my sister.
I know it seems like I'm complaining and that I want people to pitty me or something, but it's not the case. I just feel really alone.
I came back home on Sunday night because it was Jamie's last couple of days before she went up to school in Sault Ste. Marie. We went to Cedar Point on Tuesday and had so much fun, but we were done with everything by like 3:30 because there was no one there! She came over for dinner on Wednesday night and I had to say goodbye to her because she left today. Oh my lord, that was hard... I told myself that I wasn't going to cry, but I couldn't help it. I've been a mess since her party on Saturday due to her leaving and recent developments in her relationship with her "boyfriend," but I've done a pretty good job of hiding it... except for when I broke down and cried at her party. It's so hard to think of my life without her in it.
This summer seems like it has been full of nothing but disappointment. My boyfriend dumped me right when I was about to tell him we should get married, my best friend in the whole world left for school 5 hours away, my brother thinks that he wants to go to MSU and not Western, and I've realized that I have no relationship with my sister.
I know it seems like I'm complaining and that I want people to pitty me or something, but it's not the case. I just feel really alone.