May 25, 2005 00:10
shes the greatest girl. seriously
I was talking to her on the phone while I was at work. she called me and asked me if I was sure about how much money to give to mrs. cummins and if I wanted her to deliver it to her, for me, since she was going to the school anyway. I said yes, and thank you. then I asked why she didnt go to work. and she had to meet with britnees teachers, and stuff. I asked if she needed me to stop and get dinner or anything. that went undecided. I then proceeded to tell her about all the stuff Im planning, if thats what you wanna call it. she was so calm and accepting with the whole thing I was comforted. not that Im planning to get breast implants or anything but I was just tellin her that I was going to sacramento tomorrow to shop with syl, and she just said 'ok'. I told her what syl and I are doin on saturday and she was totally ok with it. I told her about syl and I wanting to go to universal studios in june and she was ok with it. not that I expect her to object to anything I do, but her being so nonjudgemental or disencouraging of anything I do or plan really makes all the difference in the world. she doesnt control me, she just lets me be and supports me 100% and thats the best feeling in the world. *happiness tear(kidding, haha) if I told her I wanted to change the world I bet shed say 'I know, dear' and just let me do as I please. haha
I just know that Im incredibly fortunate to have the mom that I do. I know plenty of people who arent as lucky. I am one blessed young lady, and its a great feeling to have that as my reality.
I know Ill be a lot(more) like her one day, and I cant wait to be that great of a person.
Im so proud of my momma and how loving, caring, selfless, dorky, supportive, funny she is. shes mostly everything I hope to be.
I love ya mom! more than the world! <3