SOCK ME IN THE BALLS!
I had one of those days where you feel insecure all the time.
this is the reason I loathe growing up. everything just sucks sometimes. ugh.
THIS IS THE RESULT:
Hi, my name is Misti. and thats a great name, but it doesnt mean anything like 'angel of god' or 'devine' or whatever. Im 19, that makes me too old to be young and too young to be old. I live in a small town, but not small enough to be considered 'small'. Ive lived here since I was six, thats not quite my whole life. I have 3 sisters, Im second youngest. thats not oldest, middle or youngest born. Im nice, but not nice enough to be the 'nicest person youve ever met'. I can sing, but not well enough for you to notice. I like to dance, and I can dance...you wont notice that either. Im pretty innocent but I wont be the most innocent person youll ever meet. Im rather funny, but you'll forget that I am, the moment I walk away. Im tall...but not that tall. Im not thin, but Im not huge either. Im not evil enough to be hellish, not angelic enough to be an angel. Im kind, but I wont get a noble peace prize. I wont make any big discovery, write any great novel, make an awesome movie, compose a timeless melody, paint a famous picture, start a new religion...anything like that. Im not quite a leader, not much of a follower either. Im flexible, but not to contortion legnths. I dont run fast. I cant make a 3pt shot to save my life. I suck a pool, Im worse at bowling. I dont tan, and I forget sunscreen. I dont watch Sex in the City, but Ive seen part of an episode or two. Ive never met Britney Spears, I dont care to. Paris Hilton is not my idol, why on earth is she famous? I dont own a 50 cent cd, but I know a few songs. Im not hardcore enough to listen to Marilyn Manson, but...I like a few songs. I dont have an ass like J-Lo and Im not as cute as Natalie Portman. I dont cuss out loud, but Ill type it. I dont drink, that is something I can say Ive never done. I dont smoke, but my mom gets high...hahaha. wherd up. oh, and Im not ghetto either. I follow the rules, but Ive also broken a few. Im not the coolest person you know. all I do know is that Im a good friend, and Id do almost anything for you. I cant promise much, cause everything changes. I do what I say I will, when I remember. Im annoyingly average and disgustingly normal. Im not a favorite to anyone. and I probably wont make a difference in your life. I cant help that. I dont know how much I can worry about you, and how Ill affect your life when Im too busy tryin to figure out what the heck Im doing here. I have my moments, they're few and far between and thats what you have to live with. there is no defining charastic to who I am. I cant describe myself to you, it just wont work. Im not too much of anything but I am a little bit of that. Im just me and I dont know what else or how else to be. Im just as confused as you...what-thefuck-ever
that could go on forever....but Ill stop
Im annoyed, can ya tell?
NOTE TO SELF: DONT PLACE YOUR HAPPINESS IN OTHER PEOPLES HANDS!
this is the reason I loathe growing up. everything just sucks sometimes. ugh.
THIS IS THE RESULT:
Hi, my name is Misti. and thats a great name, but it doesnt mean anything like 'angel of god' or 'devine' or whatever. Im 19, that makes me too old to be young and too young to be old. I live in a small town, but not small enough to be considered 'small'. Ive lived here since I was six, thats not quite my whole life. I have 3 sisters, Im second youngest. thats not oldest, middle or youngest born. Im nice, but not nice enough to be the 'nicest person youve ever met'. I can sing, but not well enough for you to notice. I like to dance, and I can dance...you wont notice that either. Im pretty innocent but I wont be the most innocent person youll ever meet. Im rather funny, but you'll forget that I am, the moment I walk away. Im tall...but not that tall. Im not thin, but Im not huge either. Im not evil enough to be hellish, not angelic enough to be an angel. Im kind, but I wont get a noble peace prize. I wont make any big discovery, write any great novel, make an awesome movie, compose a timeless melody, paint a famous picture, start a new religion...anything like that. Im not quite a leader, not much of a follower either. Im flexible, but not to contortion legnths. I dont run fast. I cant make a 3pt shot to save my life. I suck a pool, Im worse at bowling. I dont tan, and I forget sunscreen. I dont watch Sex in the City, but Ive seen part of an episode or two. Ive never met Britney Spears, I dont care to. Paris Hilton is not my idol, why on earth is she famous? I dont own a 50 cent cd, but I know a few songs. Im not hardcore enough to listen to Marilyn Manson, but...I like a few songs. I dont have an ass like J-Lo and Im not as cute as Natalie Portman. I dont cuss out loud, but Ill type it. I dont drink, that is something I can say Ive never done. I dont smoke, but my mom gets high...hahaha. wherd up. oh, and Im not ghetto either. I follow the rules, but Ive also broken a few. Im not the coolest person you know. all I do know is that Im a good friend, and Id do almost anything for you. I cant promise much, cause everything changes. I do what I say I will, when I remember. Im annoyingly average and disgustingly normal. Im not a favorite to anyone. and I probably wont make a difference in your life. I cant help that. I dont know how much I can worry about you, and how Ill affect your life when Im too busy tryin to figure out what the heck Im doing here. I have my moments, they're few and far between and thats what you have to live with. there is no defining charastic to who I am. I cant describe myself to you, it just wont work. Im not too much of anything but I am a little bit of that. Im just me and I dont know what else or how else to be. Im just as confused as you...what-thefuck-ever
that could go on forever....but Ill stop
Im annoyed, can ya tell?
NOTE TO SELF: DONT PLACE YOUR HAPPINESS IN OTHER PEOPLES HANDS!