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so i got the fulltime position at bestbuy....so thats good....super lonely...thats bad...i've been playing with air soft bb guns with a group of people down here....drew mike and john(my ex)....its super fun...yesterday we had a bon fire and got drunk....well everyone but john....i proceeded to get overly drunk and try and molest john...i miss him so much....i told him we should still be dating....he said i think so to....then he proceeded to tell me that he couldn't.....i don't know what to do...hanging out with him like that makes my heart hurt.....oh and also yesterday.....they were breaking big tree limbs for the fire against a tree...and i got hit in the leg with one....and it hurts and now theres a bruise.....woo i love my life...