Nov 04, 2004 23:50
I don't understand things sometimes... like we are falling faster and faster inside a void that seems to never end. If I fell through the center of the earth (impossible because the center is filled with molten lava and such) would I just stay in the middle of the earth due to gravity... or would I reach maximum velocity breaking through the gravity threshold and then pop out in China... and If id did manage to fall to China would I land safley or would I be going so fast that I would fall towards the sky?
That was just something off the wall... but seriously... I am curious about strange things sometimes. I need to find a new circle of friends. The one I am coexisting with now are just... They say I'm too complex... I don't feel that I am too complex but maybe they aren't complex enough to understand me. I don't want to shut them out, I just want... I want some sort of closure, like it's okay to leave them. I don't know what it is... it's just something that... it's an internal conflict I'm having. They are so annoying, but so good at heart (most of the time).
I thought about calling her again, but I didn't know what to do... again. She is constantly on my mind. Today I thought about her when I was watching a television show. You know people don't realize that something that happens on a television show might actually happen in a real life situation. Guess that's my two cents (sense) for the evening. Later all!
-Signing off