Just know that we might not talk much, but I still listen all the time. I'm very sorry to hear how things have been going for you of late, and I really do hope that they are turned around in the very near future.
I would like to still be friends with you and still talk to you. But I am still pissed about a lot of things that has happened. When I told my family I at least told them everything that happened and all the reasons for the divorce, my faults included. All you can tell anyone is that its because i turned out to be gay, not anything else. Because as I have told you before it was alot more than that that I made my decision, and it wasn't easy. But I won't get into any more of the reasons on here. Everything that has happened since I asked for the divorce has been crazy most of all with people trying to tell either of us what to do and how to do it cuz they think that they know what is best even though we had to figure it out ourselves. I guess when your ready to talk give me a call.
what you don't realize is i have told my family of the problems i know caused it too, including everything about my anger issues and the arguing and episodes we had, and people aren't feeling the way they do because you are gay. at least not my family, my family is mostly upset by the way it all went down. I know you aren't living life as a cup of tea right now, but i don't believe you realize how much stress and heartache with everyone i know is occuring as a result of your 'decision' as you say. Not to mention having to battle absolutely everyone of my relatives and many of my friends telling me to fuck you over as hard as i can for how they perceive you treating me, and sometimes even out and out lieing to them about how we are taking care of things while on the other hand trying my best to be as cooperative / nice / friendly with you as i can be without totally irreversibly fucking myself over in the process
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i think it clipped the beginning of my commentdryadisvesperiDecember 2 2007, 10:51:51 UTC
i finished typing my comment- but i want to warn the readers that it was too long by 1000 characters and i think it appears it clipped the beginning for some reason, because i know i started it before the paragraph it starts with now. Sorry, but i got typing and wanted to get it all out, and i didn't realize it go so long.
Re: i think it clipped the beginning of my commentbtlenosedolph82December 2 2007, 18:20:05 UTC
I am sure you didn't tell them two things,which i am not bringing up here because its no one else's business. Besides the fact that you told your parents something about other people that you had no right telling them no matter how they asked about it. And about the way it went down there was nothing wrong with it. I told you everything and didn't leave anything out, you encouraged it and pretty much disregarded my feelings about the same thing in the past. I'm sure you told everyone it was behind your back and I lied about everything, I didn't and I am sure no one believes me but I really don't give a shit what other people think/believe whatever. I really didn't want to do this on here because it really is no one else's business but I will if I have to. That includes saying everything that I am mad about on here and I really think that you would not want that, but if you do good luck. You think your the only one stressed out about this, come on grow up everyone is. I don't dump all my stress on you. I have more respect than
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I'm in stumbling distance from where you live. And just a phone call a way. I don't speak for Melissa and Fitz. If you ever want to go for a drink or talk just call.
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I would like to still be friends with you and still talk to you. But I am still pissed about a lot of things that has happened. When I told my family I at least told them everything that happened and all the reasons for the divorce, my faults included. All you can tell anyone is that its because i turned out to be gay, not anything else. Because as I have told you before it was alot more than that that I made my decision, and it wasn't easy. But I won't get into any more of the reasons on here. Everything that has happened since I asked for the divorce has been crazy most of all with people trying to tell either of us what to do and how to do it cuz they think that they know what is best even though we had to figure it out ourselves. I guess when your ready to talk give me a call.
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