Dec 19, 2005 05:17
Well, it's 5:20 AM and I am wide awake. This is not unusual for me, except that I actually went to sleep already. I planned to be in bed at midnight, but ended up not getting in the bed till closer to 1:00. I had my alarm set for 6. Patrick and I were planning to leave around 6:30 or 7:00. Soooooo I slept from 1 till about 3:30 and have been awake every since, just tossing and turning in my bed. So many things have ran through my head over the past 2 hours. And I hate that I didn't sleep anymore than I did. I hope that I'm not to tired tonight b/c I have a lot of physical activity to do today. Not sure why I couldn't sleep. I'm sure it has alot to do with my fucked up sleep schedule, and just all the shit I have been thinking about.
I really hate that I'm gonna be missing the party.... Laura seemed pretty pissed when I told her. I feel really bad about it. I hope that Courtney isn't to disappointed.
I wish I could tell what people are thinking sometimes. Know their feelings and their intentions.
Anyways, I'm excited about snowboarding. It is kinda my only real hobby, and I generally only get to do it once a year. I just hope I'm not to bummed about the party, and I fully enjoy my snowboarding experience. It is also a little wierd since it is only me and Patrick this year. Brandon and my brother always go, but they cant this year.
I'm gonna go entertain my self for the next hour and a half until I head out. Hope the party is awsome. - Noah aka King Noah aka dryice
I'm a fucking retard.