TITLE: The hole in you and me. Part 1/?: Bobby
AUTHOR/ARTIST: Rain (
rainofthedead)
RATING: G
PAIRING: Onesided St.John/Bobby
SUMMARY Bobby misses his friend. Set immediately after X-2
WARNINGS: Angst, and still no beta to be seen.
NOTES: For
rasberryichigo's prompt table; 'the hole in you and me'.
And thank you to my loverly Sab, who doesn't yet know that she's lending me Bobby's email address. Sorry if I'll flooding your f-lists, but my muse has been awakend once again, and he won't shut up and let me sleep.
TO: pyrowillstealyoursoul@xav.edu
FROM: snow.jection@xav.edu
There's a hole inside me. I think it's where you used to be, in my heart. It aches, throbs, itches, burns, like a wound that's trying to heal and has gotten infected. Maybe that was your plan all along John. Did you know that you'd break my heart like this by leaving? It's completely worthless to anyone else now. I wonder how long it will take for Marie to notice.
Is it revenge for not loving you the way that you loved me? Did my rejection of you leave you with a hole of your own? Cause if so, I'm sorry, and I wish you had told me. I still don't think that I could've returned your love in that way, though I really do love you Johnny, but I could've done something different.
I'm sorry that I didn't believe you when you said that you'd leave. I'm sorry that I didn't understand how honest you were being that night. I'm sorry that I wasn't more considerate of your feelings, and that I hurt you. I love you Johnny. Please come home soon.