Haunted
Title: Haunted
Author: Always 2 late
Rating:r just to be safe.
Warning: cutting and burning
Disclaimer: don't own them wish i did
Paring: John/Bobby
Note: So I heard this song on the new Kelly Clarkson Cd and instantly thought John/Bobby. This is in the same time space as Fixing What’s Broken. So if you don’t get it just read those and you’ll get. Although this should work pretty well without having 2 read it. The song is called haunted. VERY angsty and in Bobby’s POV.
So I heard this song on the new Kelly Clarkson Cd and instantly thought John/Bobby. This is in the same time space as Fixing What’s Broken. So if you don’t get it just read those and you’ll get. Although this should work pretty well without having 2 read it. The song is called haunted. VERY angsty and in Bobby’s POV. Enjoy!
Louder, louder. The voices in my head
Whispers taunting. All the things you said
Faster the days go by and I'm still
Stuck in this moment of wanting you here
Time. In the blink of an eye
You held my hand, you held me tight
Now you're gone. And I'm still crying
Shocked, broken. I'm dying inside
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The song on Bobby’s radio rang all to true. The memories of he and John ran through his head like a movie. Only there was color. All the times when John held him while he cried. When they would hold hands and walk through the woods. The late nights, doing things that he hoped the Professor had never knew about. The nights they would sneak off to clubs. Everything hurt, he couldn’t go anywhere without having at least six different memories attack him.
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Where are you?
I need you
Don't leave me here on my own
Speak to me. Be near me
I can't survive unless I know you're with me
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“Where are you Johnny?” asked Bobby to the sky. He sat at his window looking into the black sky, tears running down his eye. He pulled an old lighter of John’s out of his pocket. He examined it, and then flicked it open. He flame sprung to life. Bobby looked at it sadly. He started at it for what seemed like hours until the flames turned into John’s eyes. Those eyes haunted him all the time. He rolled up his sleeve and brought the lighter to his arm. It hurt, but made him feel better at the same time.
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Shadows linger. Only to my eye
I see you, I feel you. Don't leave my side
It's not fair. Just when I found my world
They took you, they broke you, they tore out your heart
I miss you, you hurt me. You left with a smile
Mistaken, your sadness. Was hiding inside
Now all that's left. Are the pieces to find
The mystery you kept. The soul behind a guise
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He moved away from the window and went to the bathroom. He quickly cleaned the burn. Left the bathroom and laid down in John’s bed. He closed his eyes and the memories flashed in his minds eye.
“Do you always do what your told?” John had asked. And then he left, with a smile on his face. Then a year later the battle between the two took place and his John was gone replaced with a cold and heartless Pyro and gone was Bobby Drake, he left Iceman with a heart that had been frozen solid, to fight Pyro.
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Where are you
I need you
Don't leave me here on my own
Speak to me
Be near me
I can't survive unless I know you're with me
Why did you go?
All these questions run through my mind
I wish I couldn't feel at all
Let me be numb
I'm starting to fall
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Bobby opened his eyes as another tear slipped down his cheek. He reached underneath the pillow and pulled out a small razor. He was glad that jubilee hadn’t thought to look for anything he had been using. He rolled up his sleeve and dragged the razor across his upper arm. It was the numbing affect he wanted. Why did John want to leave him. Why did John have to break up with him. He was never choosing Rogue over John. Rogue at the time was just a friend. Even when they were going out she was never close to John in his cold heart.
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Where are you?
I need you
Don't leave me here on my own
Speak to me
Be near me
I can't survive unless I know you're with me
Where are you?
Where are you?
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Bobby had hoped that maybe John would come back one day. Even if it was just to say how much he hated him. It would be better than anything. Bobby drug the razor against his arm again as the he felt most of his emotional pain fade away. He went back to the bathroom and cleaned up the two new cuts. He put band-aids on them both and walked back into the room
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You were smiling
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“Do you always do what you’re told?” asked John
He had walked out of the jet and out of Bobby’s life forever smiling like the devil.
Author: Always 2 late
Rating:r just to be safe.
Warning: cutting and burning
Disclaimer: don't own them wish i did
Paring: John/Bobby
Note: So I heard this song on the new Kelly Clarkson Cd and instantly thought John/Bobby. This is in the same time space as Fixing What’s Broken. So if you don’t get it just read those and you’ll get. Although this should work pretty well without having 2 read it. The song is called haunted. VERY angsty and in Bobby’s POV.
So I heard this song on the new Kelly Clarkson Cd and instantly thought John/Bobby. This is in the same time space as Fixing What’s Broken. So if you don’t get it just read those and you’ll get. Although this should work pretty well without having 2 read it. The song is called haunted. VERY angsty and in Bobby’s POV. Enjoy!
Louder, louder. The voices in my head
Whispers taunting. All the things you said
Faster the days go by and I'm still
Stuck in this moment of wanting you here
Time. In the blink of an eye
You held my hand, you held me tight
Now you're gone. And I'm still crying
Shocked, broken. I'm dying inside
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The song on Bobby’s radio rang all to true. The memories of he and John ran through his head like a movie. Only there was color. All the times when John held him while he cried. When they would hold hands and walk through the woods. The late nights, doing things that he hoped the Professor had never knew about. The nights they would sneak off to clubs. Everything hurt, he couldn’t go anywhere without having at least six different memories attack him.
************************************************************************
Where are you?
I need you
Don't leave me here on my own
Speak to me. Be near me
I can't survive unless I know you're with me
************************************************************************
“Where are you Johnny?” asked Bobby to the sky. He sat at his window looking into the black sky, tears running down his eye. He pulled an old lighter of John’s out of his pocket. He examined it, and then flicked it open. He flame sprung to life. Bobby looked at it sadly. He started at it for what seemed like hours until the flames turned into John’s eyes. Those eyes haunted him all the time. He rolled up his sleeve and brought the lighter to his arm. It hurt, but made him feel better at the same time.
************************************************************************
Shadows linger. Only to my eye
I see you, I feel you. Don't leave my side
It's not fair. Just when I found my world
They took you, they broke you, they tore out your heart
I miss you, you hurt me. You left with a smile
Mistaken, your sadness. Was hiding inside
Now all that's left. Are the pieces to find
The mystery you kept. The soul behind a guise
************************************************************************
He moved away from the window and went to the bathroom. He quickly cleaned the burn. Left the bathroom and laid down in John’s bed. He closed his eyes and the memories flashed in his minds eye.
“Do you always do what your told?” John had asked. And then he left, with a smile on his face. Then a year later the battle between the two took place and his John was gone replaced with a cold and heartless Pyro and gone was Bobby Drake, he left Iceman with a heart that had been frozen solid, to fight Pyro.
************************************************************************
Where are you
I need you
Don't leave me here on my own
Speak to me
Be near me
I can't survive unless I know you're with me
Why did you go?
All these questions run through my mind
I wish I couldn't feel at all
Let me be numb
I'm starting to fall
************************************************************************
Bobby opened his eyes as another tear slipped down his cheek. He reached underneath the pillow and pulled out a small razor. He was glad that jubilee hadn’t thought to look for anything he had been using. He rolled up his sleeve and dragged the razor across his upper arm. It was the numbing affect he wanted. Why did John want to leave him. Why did John have to break up with him. He was never choosing Rogue over John. Rogue at the time was just a friend. Even when they were going out she was never close to John in his cold heart.
************************************************************************
Where are you?
I need you
Don't leave me here on my own
Speak to me
Be near me
I can't survive unless I know you're with me
Where are you?
Where are you?
***********************************************************************
Bobby had hoped that maybe John would come back one day. Even if it was just to say how much he hated him. It would be better than anything. Bobby drug the razor against his arm again as the he felt most of his emotional pain fade away. He went back to the bathroom and cleaned up the two new cuts. He put band-aids on them both and walked back into the room
***********************************************************************
You were smiling
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“Do you always do what you’re told?” asked John
He had walked out of the jet and out of Bobby’s life forever smiling like the devil.