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I Want
I Love
I Hurt
I haven’t felt this empty inside in a long time. Haven’t written a private journal entry since may 3rd… had to check on that shit. Sometimes I wonder what the point is. Sometimes I wonder if Buddhism really does just have it all figured out. Sometimes I think misery is all I’ll have. Sometimes I think none of my dreams will ever come true. Sometimes I think the only dream I want to come true won’t so none of the others matter.
I’ll be 26 in a week. My mother is getting a diocesan award for service to the Church. I want to sit alone in the dark and listen to music for the rest of the night.
I Love
I Hurt
I haven’t felt this empty inside in a long time. Haven’t written a private journal entry since may 3rd… had to check on that shit. Sometimes I wonder what the point is. Sometimes I wonder if Buddhism really does just have it all figured out. Sometimes I think misery is all I’ll have. Sometimes I think none of my dreams will ever come true. Sometimes I think the only dream I want to come true won’t so none of the others matter.
I’ll be 26 in a week. My mother is getting a diocesan award for service to the Church. I want to sit alone in the dark and listen to music for the rest of the night.