I Need Angry Box as One of My Icons
So yeah….. anger is the emotion right now. So yeah…. cue bitching about roommates. It was a frequent feature of the big gay house… the early years….. but it hasn’t been an issue for me for a while…. a whole year without bitching… though my parents annoyed me occasionally during the summer by barging into my room.
Okay….. first… tv. We have 2 tv’s. Both belong to Chris. Chris and Adam share a room and me and Mark share the other room. The real small tv is in Chris’s room for him to use personally and he leaves the big one in the living room. It’s not a bad setup. Except Adam fucking hogs the tv every fucking day and night. I mean he does nothing but sit in front of it. All fucking night. I get home at 7:30 PM at the earliest and he’s already in front of it and stays there until at least 1:30 AM every fucking night during the week.
Now normally…. not a huge deal. During baseball playoffs we were watching the same thing though he’d get petty and sit down and not let me watch the NL playoffs because he hates the NL… but whatever. I dealt. And during the week… there’s nothing I really care about watching… plus I have lots of homework.
But the weekends were like the only time I ever got to play video games or watch tv… because usually he’s out Friday night and Saturday night. But for the past two weeks he’s been staying in… which means fucking hogging the tv. It’s so fucking annoying.
Now…. the easy solution is that I just tell him to fuck off and I watch something. But he just stays and won’t give up the remote and asks what I want to watch… if I say anime… which is what I usually want to watch on Saturday… he just says no. It’s so fucking dickish. And the only real answer is a big blowout… which I’ve avoided just because I don’t want to. Especially…. there really isn’t any good anime on right now anyway… so it’s not a big deal.
But I’m at the point where I’ve just had it. I mean he has friends over tonight so it’s out of the question for me to watch anything… because I’m just on person and they’re three. But it’s just getting so annoying. I’ve had it. Next time this happens…. I’m done and I will ream him out for this and the things that I shall follow this bitching about.
Second topic….. cleaning. There are dishes in the sink that have been there for almost 2 months. 2 FUCKING MONTHS. I’m just so sick of it. I washed shit like a couple of times to start…. but fuck it. I’m not doing other people’s dishes… I don’t care if their shit is always dirty. Bad enough.
Now… they also just fucking use my stuff…. and Adam is the culprit again…. and he just leaves it dirty on the coffee table. And after like 3 days I fucking washed them because they were my dishes and I wanted to use them. I mean…. how can people just use other people’s shit and just leave it dirty. It drives me fucking insane.
Also… we have no vacuum cleaner…. and we need one… but I don’t feel like buying it. I’ve bought enough shit for this house… but everyone just sits around and makes a mess and doesn’t care. Add the bathroom to it which is disgusting but that I am the only one to clean it every time because I can’t stand it. I just hate living with people who are so fucking messy and dirty and lazy about doing anything about it.
Third topic…. supplies. Okay… so like I am the only one who goes fucking shopping. Actually… Chris does too.. I just never see him do it… but I know he gets his own stuff. As a side note…. Chris is the one I am the most cool with. I hardly see him… we rarely have any interaction… but he cleans up after himself… buys his own stuff and stays out of my hair. I appreciate that. But yeah…. I go shopping and Chris goes shopping. Both of us get things like toilet paper and paper towel… but the other two never do. And I’m sick of wasting my money and my time shopping.. I mean I have to walk there and back… it’s not like it’s a quick ride in my car down the street.. and it’s hard to carry lots of stuff back. So yeah…. they fucking use all of it and pay for none of it. Add to that using other people’s dishes and shit and not ever paying back or getting stuff of their own. At least no one has taken my food…. then I’d be even more of a bitch.
But yeah… to sum up…. I am just so fucking sick of it all. I hate hate hate living with college males….. they are so fucking immature and messy and lazy and I drives me nuts. I just want to kill things. All I can say is it’s going to eventually lead to some sort of blow out… I’m gonna have to say something and I’m going to have to be a total bitch about it. But I hate being the fucking mother and bitch that tells them how to shape up. I just hate it…. but no one’s gonna change and it’s gonna have to be done. I really wish I could get my own apartment…. except it would be like $1000 a month…. which I don’t have. And add utilities and shit… I really don’t have it. Yeah… here ends my rant about that.
So moving on to another subject…. This week. Wednesday… my first ever TAing. Not a huge deal… I was just showing a movie. No big deal. But still fun. The first class went smoothly…. even though it was 8 AM on the morning following massive Obama celebration. I was exhausted and didn’t care. But yeah… some of the kids slept a bit… a few others went up and got snacks and stuff and were gone for like 10 minutes…. but I did not care. One of the boys in the class…. oh God…. so hot… he was one of the ones who slept…. but he was mesmerizing.
So second class…… yeah got off to a rockier start. So movie goes in, sign-in sheet goes around… after singing it one kid gets up and walks out of the classroom. Never comes back. I was all… WTF? Luckily I had a roster with pictures of all of them so I know who it was. Plus…. everyone signs the sheet in order…. like I wouldn’t be able to figure out who he was. Dumbass…. he’ll be getting a nice talking to from the professor I imagine. But both of these were 100 classes so all newbs.
The 2 PM class was a 400 class…. so an upperclassmen in theology class. And I know some of the class from hanging around the department… including two of them who are dreamy good looking…. including the hot hot Asian one that goes barefoot everywhere. But yeah… this class was not in one of the smart classrooms…. but in out conference room… so I needed to take out our department’s tv/vcr. Yeah…. 30 minutes before class… I go to look…. it’s nowhere to be found. Totally gone. I ask everyone… we can’t find it. It hits 2 PM and I go talk to the class and get them to just hold on while I try and work it out. They were a good group and just talked amongst themselves quietly. So like 20 minutes into the 50 minute class I get a VCR/TV from events services and they get to at least see some of the video. It was cool. Plus at the end they all thanked me and shit…. they’re a nice group… so totally better than the stupid underclassmen.
But yeah… it was a long day… work from 7:30 AM until 7 PM…. plus I had to present in my own class that night too… though my presentation was on homosexuality in 1 Co 6:9-10…. so no too much of a stretch of what I know about.
So Thursday we hosted the assistant dean of admission for BC’s school of theology and ministry. He was awesome. I was sick… and had to setup everything… which was fine. It was cool… because the talk was fun. A small group… a few I knew… including hot barefoot Asian… I totally have a crush on this boy. Plus some of my fellow grad students. And the meeting was informal and fun and the guy was nice and we all got to ask questons and shit…. and yeah… BC is now by far my top choice for doctorate. I mean… they cover tuition and give you a stipend of 25,000 a year. I mean… that’s the shit. Plus they’re the best or 2nd best theology graduate program in the country depending on who one asks… as they’ve just recently taken on ND for the top spot. But yeah… much want. Much much want. Plus….. not SoCal weather…. a very good thing.
Then came Friday. It was the wrap up party for Bellarmine forum. Oh man was it fun. It started at about 3 PM and those of us who helped setup got to start first… good food…. sushi and empanadas and coconut shrimp and beef skewers and good stuff. Plus open bar…. I hit that shit up. I mean… I was feeling sick… I wasn’t sure if I anted to drink or if it’d make me feel worse…. then I was all… fuck it. 3 martinis, 4 beers, and a glass of ice wine later…… fuck yeah. And man one of the three people who set up the Bellarmine forum… the rep from the dean’s office and pretty high up there… she got totally smashed. It was fucking awesome. And as we were closing she totally gave me a ¾ full bottle of Grand Marnier. I mean… it does not get better than that. There were a lot of people just having fun there. It was good times. Good food good drinks good company. I thoroughly enjoyed it despite being sick.
Okay….. first… tv. We have 2 tv’s. Both belong to Chris. Chris and Adam share a room and me and Mark share the other room. The real small tv is in Chris’s room for him to use personally and he leaves the big one in the living room. It’s not a bad setup. Except Adam fucking hogs the tv every fucking day and night. I mean he does nothing but sit in front of it. All fucking night. I get home at 7:30 PM at the earliest and he’s already in front of it and stays there until at least 1:30 AM every fucking night during the week.
Now normally…. not a huge deal. During baseball playoffs we were watching the same thing though he’d get petty and sit down and not let me watch the NL playoffs because he hates the NL… but whatever. I dealt. And during the week… there’s nothing I really care about watching… plus I have lots of homework.
But the weekends were like the only time I ever got to play video games or watch tv… because usually he’s out Friday night and Saturday night. But for the past two weeks he’s been staying in… which means fucking hogging the tv. It’s so fucking annoying.
Now…. the easy solution is that I just tell him to fuck off and I watch something. But he just stays and won’t give up the remote and asks what I want to watch… if I say anime… which is what I usually want to watch on Saturday… he just says no. It’s so fucking dickish. And the only real answer is a big blowout… which I’ve avoided just because I don’t want to. Especially…. there really isn’t any good anime on right now anyway… so it’s not a big deal.
But I’m at the point where I’ve just had it. I mean he has friends over tonight so it’s out of the question for me to watch anything… because I’m just on person and they’re three. But it’s just getting so annoying. I’ve had it. Next time this happens…. I’m done and I will ream him out for this and the things that I shall follow this bitching about.
Second topic….. cleaning. There are dishes in the sink that have been there for almost 2 months. 2 FUCKING MONTHS. I’m just so sick of it. I washed shit like a couple of times to start…. but fuck it. I’m not doing other people’s dishes… I don’t care if their shit is always dirty. Bad enough.
Now… they also just fucking use my stuff…. and Adam is the culprit again…. and he just leaves it dirty on the coffee table. And after like 3 days I fucking washed them because they were my dishes and I wanted to use them. I mean…. how can people just use other people’s shit and just leave it dirty. It drives me fucking insane.
Also… we have no vacuum cleaner…. and we need one… but I don’t feel like buying it. I’ve bought enough shit for this house… but everyone just sits around and makes a mess and doesn’t care. Add the bathroom to it which is disgusting but that I am the only one to clean it every time because I can’t stand it. I just hate living with people who are so fucking messy and dirty and lazy about doing anything about it.
Third topic…. supplies. Okay… so like I am the only one who goes fucking shopping. Actually… Chris does too.. I just never see him do it… but I know he gets his own stuff. As a side note…. Chris is the one I am the most cool with. I hardly see him… we rarely have any interaction… but he cleans up after himself… buys his own stuff and stays out of my hair. I appreciate that. But yeah…. I go shopping and Chris goes shopping. Both of us get things like toilet paper and paper towel… but the other two never do. And I’m sick of wasting my money and my time shopping.. I mean I have to walk there and back… it’s not like it’s a quick ride in my car down the street.. and it’s hard to carry lots of stuff back. So yeah…. they fucking use all of it and pay for none of it. Add to that using other people’s dishes and shit and not ever paying back or getting stuff of their own. At least no one has taken my food…. then I’d be even more of a bitch.
But yeah… to sum up…. I am just so fucking sick of it all. I hate hate hate living with college males….. they are so fucking immature and messy and lazy and I drives me nuts. I just want to kill things. All I can say is it’s going to eventually lead to some sort of blow out… I’m gonna have to say something and I’m going to have to be a total bitch about it. But I hate being the fucking mother and bitch that tells them how to shape up. I just hate it…. but no one’s gonna change and it’s gonna have to be done. I really wish I could get my own apartment…. except it would be like $1000 a month…. which I don’t have. And add utilities and shit… I really don’t have it. Yeah… here ends my rant about that.
So moving on to another subject…. This week. Wednesday… my first ever TAing. Not a huge deal… I was just showing a movie. No big deal. But still fun. The first class went smoothly…. even though it was 8 AM on the morning following massive Obama celebration. I was exhausted and didn’t care. But yeah… some of the kids slept a bit… a few others went up and got snacks and stuff and were gone for like 10 minutes…. but I did not care. One of the boys in the class…. oh God…. so hot… he was one of the ones who slept…. but he was mesmerizing.
So second class…… yeah got off to a rockier start. So movie goes in, sign-in sheet goes around… after singing it one kid gets up and walks out of the classroom. Never comes back. I was all… WTF? Luckily I had a roster with pictures of all of them so I know who it was. Plus…. everyone signs the sheet in order…. like I wouldn’t be able to figure out who he was. Dumbass…. he’ll be getting a nice talking to from the professor I imagine. But both of these were 100 classes so all newbs.
The 2 PM class was a 400 class…. so an upperclassmen in theology class. And I know some of the class from hanging around the department… including two of them who are dreamy good looking…. including the hot hot Asian one that goes barefoot everywhere. But yeah… this class was not in one of the smart classrooms…. but in out conference room… so I needed to take out our department’s tv/vcr. Yeah…. 30 minutes before class… I go to look…. it’s nowhere to be found. Totally gone. I ask everyone… we can’t find it. It hits 2 PM and I go talk to the class and get them to just hold on while I try and work it out. They were a good group and just talked amongst themselves quietly. So like 20 minutes into the 50 minute class I get a VCR/TV from events services and they get to at least see some of the video. It was cool. Plus at the end they all thanked me and shit…. they’re a nice group… so totally better than the stupid underclassmen.
But yeah… it was a long day… work from 7:30 AM until 7 PM…. plus I had to present in my own class that night too… though my presentation was on homosexuality in 1 Co 6:9-10…. so no too much of a stretch of what I know about.
So Thursday we hosted the assistant dean of admission for BC’s school of theology and ministry. He was awesome. I was sick… and had to setup everything… which was fine. It was cool… because the talk was fun. A small group… a few I knew… including hot barefoot Asian… I totally have a crush on this boy. Plus some of my fellow grad students. And the meeting was informal and fun and the guy was nice and we all got to ask questons and shit…. and yeah… BC is now by far my top choice for doctorate. I mean… they cover tuition and give you a stipend of 25,000 a year. I mean… that’s the shit. Plus they’re the best or 2nd best theology graduate program in the country depending on who one asks… as they’ve just recently taken on ND for the top spot. But yeah… much want. Much much want. Plus….. not SoCal weather…. a very good thing.
Then came Friday. It was the wrap up party for Bellarmine forum. Oh man was it fun. It started at about 3 PM and those of us who helped setup got to start first… good food…. sushi and empanadas and coconut shrimp and beef skewers and good stuff. Plus open bar…. I hit that shit up. I mean… I was feeling sick… I wasn’t sure if I anted to drink or if it’d make me feel worse…. then I was all… fuck it. 3 martinis, 4 beers, and a glass of ice wine later…… fuck yeah. And man one of the three people who set up the Bellarmine forum… the rep from the dean’s office and pretty high up there… she got totally smashed. It was fucking awesome. And as we were closing she totally gave me a ¾ full bottle of Grand Marnier. I mean… it does not get better than that. There were a lot of people just having fun there. It was good times. Good food good drinks good company. I thoroughly enjoyed it despite being sick.