Sep 11, 2007 21:15
so like im totally in at the eating disorder place at ucf :)
time to go get fixed!
..doesnt mean that i am any less depressed though. i dont know why im letting all of this get to me. i just need to snap out of it. wake me up! this isnt me!! im a happy person! wtf is up with me.
i need to sing to the radio..get some andrew wk going...something!
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this isnt me!
and like now that my parents are totally know everything that im depressed about...and they keep on talking about it and asking me questions, it makes me more depressed! haha
and like my mom was trying to help me out and im very greatful for that but man it was not helping lol we just think differently.
today i did really bad on my water chart! i havent had a single glass of water all day! lol and i only drank a small gatoraid for dinner and thats all for the whole day. lol ima go get some wa wa
laters