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new years is excellent. phone dies. get a new one. drop it in the toilet. phoneless again. matty my best friend and roomate lost his job. so thats a good stress for our house. work has alotta fucked up things goin on pertainin to favoritism to the damn secretary who gets nothin done. but thinks she knows a trade. dumb skank. and now, i have a child support hearing. monday. that i might in fact go to jail over. if i go to jail, i give up. i cant throw money at anything that doesnt directly aid me. or feed me. or sustain my living. yay new years. so many plans demolished, and so many vanished oppertunities. the owner of the company i work for told me i shouldnt hav e this much baggage at my age. appearntly ive got like 3 times the amount of horse manure to shovel. and i dont have a shovel. ive got a toddler spoon. ready set go!