oh my god i'm going to fail...
I can't believe how stupid I am.
I finally got all my shit printed and cut down so that I could bind the four books I need to for my first project, and THIS is when I discover that because these books are SO SMALL the binding method I was going to rely on just will NOT work...I'm not a fucking book binding expert and logically it seemed like it would work...y'know, till it didn't. I had looked at the binding on books almost as small and it seemed like it'd be okay, but it's just not.
If I wasn't freaking the fuck out before, I sure as shit am now. I...do...not...know...what...to...do.
Seriously, I don't know if I should just say fuck it to the whole project with a week to go and try to come up with something new, or if I should just bind the books as is and have them fall apart at my review.
I feel like everything is against me right now and there's no way to succeed. It is such an all encompassing and overwhelming feeling I that I am incapable of moving forward.
I just want this part of my life to be over and to be able to move on with my life, but now it's looking like I'm just headed towards failure. Why did I think so far out of the box, why didn't I just stick to things I knew I could do? Why did I have to try so hard to have it fall apart and blow up in my face at the last possible minute.
I finally got all my shit printed and cut down so that I could bind the four books I need to for my first project, and THIS is when I discover that because these books are SO SMALL the binding method I was going to rely on just will NOT work...I'm not a fucking book binding expert and logically it seemed like it would work...y'know, till it didn't. I had looked at the binding on books almost as small and it seemed like it'd be okay, but it's just not.
If I wasn't freaking the fuck out before, I sure as shit am now. I...do...not...know...what...to...do.
Seriously, I don't know if I should just say fuck it to the whole project with a week to go and try to come up with something new, or if I should just bind the books as is and have them fall apart at my review.
I feel like everything is against me right now and there's no way to succeed. It is such an all encompassing and overwhelming feeling I that I am incapable of moving forward.
I just want this part of my life to be over and to be able to move on with my life, but now it's looking like I'm just headed towards failure. Why did I think so far out of the box, why didn't I just stick to things I knew I could do? Why did I have to try so hard to have it fall apart and blow up in my face at the last possible minute.