stay strong child
i've run dry from these past couple of days in class.. not in class where i can barely hold back the water that fills my eyes to the point where if i blink im done for and then its "oh shit oh shit please say no one sees me"...i'll get a grip sooner or later. but all i can think about is when next year comes and how all i'll be able to do is remember. im getting prepared for the loneliest and im driving myself crazy. its hard but i guess i can learn to be okay with the decisions.. after all they're not mine and i support (or try my hardest) those who i love as much as it kills me.. but i do.. and somewhat im excited for the person. and if they're happy i can try to be too for them. i guess i have to say its worth it.
now i need to learn how to not let things hold me back.. maybe i should have gone to canada this summer again.
well no.. i take that back/ maybe i'll try trusting and take control of my life and my thoughts. i think its working. like thinking everythings going to be fine..everything happens for a reason right?
i'll be just fine
now i need to learn how to not let things hold me back.. maybe i should have gone to canada this summer again.
well no.. i take that back/ maybe i'll try trusting and take control of my life and my thoughts. i think its working. like thinking everythings going to be fine..everything happens for a reason right?
i'll be just fine