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wooo, one day more of classes till finals!!! i've survived. I think that's a plus in itself. Throw in some decent grades, and this might have been one of the best semesters I've had at college.
marching band is completely over. the football team sucked it up at the end of the season, so i'm stuck not going to a bowl game. Pregame of the BC game.... words can't explain the feelings that rushed through me as I realized it was the last time I would ever play at Byrd. I'm really gonna miss it. The performances, that is. The practices can go fuck themselves. Banquet was on Saturday. we went to Phillips, and i ate a whole lot of crab legs. they were good. then i got my jacket. it's awesome. 4 years of band has finally paid off.
I have to say, right now, I'm in the best mood that i've been in in a long time. wow, that sentence looks wrong. whatever. but yeah, i don't even know why i'm in such a good mood. I suppose it's about time. I'm just starting to accept my current situation in life, instead of being upset with it and doing nothing about it. which is good, because by accepting where i am, i know how to move forward. I've been living in the past for way to long.
this past month has been one of the most sober months i've ever had. weird.
so i'm planning on sticking around down here for winter break, and working through it. money will be very nice. then i can pay off my debts at least (kircher that means you). and less than jake comes to town at the end of january, so it should be a good month.
since i like song lyrics so much, i'll just throw some more up here:
Chasing sea foam dreams around another dirty old town
Parallel run streams towards the gray ocean from the green ground
'Oed und leer das meer, but look beneath the glassy surface
All those songs you here, down there they have a purpose
All in all, we cannot stop singing
We cannot start sinking
We swim until it ends
They may kill, and we may be parted
But we will ne'er be broken hearted
marching band is completely over. the football team sucked it up at the end of the season, so i'm stuck not going to a bowl game. Pregame of the BC game.... words can't explain the feelings that rushed through me as I realized it was the last time I would ever play at Byrd. I'm really gonna miss it. The performances, that is. The practices can go fuck themselves. Banquet was on Saturday. we went to Phillips, and i ate a whole lot of crab legs. they were good. then i got my jacket. it's awesome. 4 years of band has finally paid off.
I have to say, right now, I'm in the best mood that i've been in in a long time. wow, that sentence looks wrong. whatever. but yeah, i don't even know why i'm in such a good mood. I suppose it's about time. I'm just starting to accept my current situation in life, instead of being upset with it and doing nothing about it. which is good, because by accepting where i am, i know how to move forward. I've been living in the past for way to long.
this past month has been one of the most sober months i've ever had. weird.
so i'm planning on sticking around down here for winter break, and working through it. money will be very nice. then i can pay off my debts at least (kircher that means you). and less than jake comes to town at the end of january, so it should be a good month.
since i like song lyrics so much, i'll just throw some more up here:
Chasing sea foam dreams around another dirty old town
Parallel run streams towards the gray ocean from the green ground
'Oed und leer das meer, but look beneath the glassy surface
All those songs you here, down there they have a purpose
All in all, we cannot stop singing
We cannot start sinking
We swim until it ends
They may kill, and we may be parted
But we will ne'er be broken hearted