So obviously desperate, so desperately obvious
So several things have happened in the last couple of weeks, with some interesting (or not at all) relevations. here goes:
I've figured out that my life is just one cycle repeated over and over again. which wouldn't be bad, if the cycle didn't suck. I'm really just sick of the shit that goes on. I'm sick of how I always get my hopes up about things, and always get let down. Always. I'm sick of not really having the balls to do anything about it. I'm sick of waking up every morning and looking to my side and seeing nothing but the wall. I'm really just sick of being alone.
So the terps found away to win a game. about 600 yards of offense for the UVA game, that's insane. the black jerseys were absolutely awesome, and beating ranked UVA for homecoming was just amzaing. Here's to hoping they can keep this up *raises glass*
my knee doesn't hurt as much anymore. except now the other one is starting to hurt sporadically. i swear to god, i really can't win. but, i was able to run on my gimp knee(s), so i guess i'll live.
seriously, what is it about me that just screams "best friend"? an answer to that from anybody would be much appreciated.
So i've got some crazy pictures from our 40 hour that i tried uploading onto my webshots, and it didn't work. so now i've got to try the whole thing all over again, and i don't know if i really care enough to do that. although at some point, i'll probably get bored and throw them up there.
so sarah was in town a couple weeks ago, and i randomly ran into her while drunk. i told her we should meet up before she leaves, and then when i was sober, i completely avoided all her calls and ims. which is just fucking wonderful, cuz i'll probably never ever see the girl again. I don't know what i was so scared about that i completely avoided her. maybe i was just trying to make sure i don't get hurt again, even though she was only here for a week. i don't know. i'm just a fucking asshole.
if a tree falls in the forest, and lands on a mime, does anybody care?
In the same respect, if somebody posts on a livejournal, does anybody care?
i need a smoke. i think i'm gonna go to wawa and get some black and milds. Peace
I've figured out that my life is just one cycle repeated over and over again. which wouldn't be bad, if the cycle didn't suck. I'm really just sick of the shit that goes on. I'm sick of how I always get my hopes up about things, and always get let down. Always. I'm sick of not really having the balls to do anything about it. I'm sick of waking up every morning and looking to my side and seeing nothing but the wall. I'm really just sick of being alone.
So the terps found away to win a game. about 600 yards of offense for the UVA game, that's insane. the black jerseys were absolutely awesome, and beating ranked UVA for homecoming was just amzaing. Here's to hoping they can keep this up *raises glass*
my knee doesn't hurt as much anymore. except now the other one is starting to hurt sporadically. i swear to god, i really can't win. but, i was able to run on my gimp knee(s), so i guess i'll live.
seriously, what is it about me that just screams "best friend"? an answer to that from anybody would be much appreciated.
So i've got some crazy pictures from our 40 hour that i tried uploading onto my webshots, and it didn't work. so now i've got to try the whole thing all over again, and i don't know if i really care enough to do that. although at some point, i'll probably get bored and throw them up there.
so sarah was in town a couple weeks ago, and i randomly ran into her while drunk. i told her we should meet up before she leaves, and then when i was sober, i completely avoided all her calls and ims. which is just fucking wonderful, cuz i'll probably never ever see the girl again. I don't know what i was so scared about that i completely avoided her. maybe i was just trying to make sure i don't get hurt again, even though she was only here for a week. i don't know. i'm just a fucking asshole.
if a tree falls in the forest, and lands on a mime, does anybody care?
In the same respect, if somebody posts on a livejournal, does anybody care?
i need a smoke. i think i'm gonna go to wawa and get some black and milds. Peace