Aug 10, 2006 22:59
So it's been six months now. Strange how much things can change and how fast they do. We've been together for a little over six months. In that time I've changed a lot. I am not living with him or he with me, I don't go out (clubbing) and I cook and clean my apartment a lot more than I would otherwise. I've also gotten more goal oriented and have been inspired by his strength and conviction.. by his self discipline.
However, sometimes I get frustrated and confused. Maybe just scared. I'm his. And sometimes I feel like that is all I am. Sad. But then I think.. and I remember how he makes me feel, how he treats me, and I'm glad I'm his.
I'm only twenty and in a serious relationship. Living with the guy. Scary. But I'm happy..
Other than that, school's been good. I have the most boring job ever. Mindless. Boring.
But I'm happy over all. I have a great boyfriend... and an awesome apartment. I might get a cat.
The end.