and I don't wanna forget how your voice sounds..

[drunknsobrieti]

So it's been like over three months now. No news from secrets. Actually, I take that back. I got a message from him when I had half moved on. He said he'd be back in two weeks. It's been a month and he's not back. I moved on this time, I think its real. JH is Asian, funny huh? Anyway, he's nice, sweet and thoughtful. I actually went to him when I was crying one time. Rebecca's dad made me cry and I felt horrible. I called JH and he was there, in a way I don't think Secrets would have been. My grades are up too. JH, like the asian he is, is very disciplined and focused. He and I study together EVERYDAY. It's nice when we take study breaks and such. Anyway, we're official, something Secrets seemed to avoid.

I like the little things nick does, the little gestures that show he cares and how he really seems to appreciate me. He also understands my religious struggle and such. I can go to him, and I love that.

I'm not saying I never think of Secrets but I just wonder what happened to him, what could have been? There is no point in thinking of that now. I have applied to another school, am ready to transfer, and can only wait to hear from them. JH is going to stay here. I dont know what it'll be like when I leave or if we'll even stay together. It's been a month now. He kinda shows me off as his girlfriend, makes me feel really special and wanted. I like that, he treats me well, very well. :)

I'm happy. :D the end.