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I have a really big problem. i cant seem to go to sleep at a normal hour anymore. i mean its one in the morning and im still wide awake. what the fuck? it sucks cuz i have to be up in 6 hours and i know that im not going to be going to sleep for like another hour or two. tony told me to call him if i couldnt sleep but i dont want to keep him awake just because i cant sleep. he told me its no big deal but i feel really bad about keeping him awake even though i know he doesnt care. maybe if i felt really safe and i wasnt so fucking anxious to go home i would be able to go to sleep but ha! god hates me and he doesnt want me to go to sleep. god dammit!!! school is going good. i finished my assignment early. im awesome. i didnt think that i could do it but i did. im so proud of myself. woo!!! agh!!! i need sleep.