I'm so lonely
I hate being by myself. Lately I've felt so lonely. I have my roommate and the girl Lauren that lives upstairs but I still feel so lonely. My roommate is always hanging out with this girl Leah. Lauren has her boyfriend that comes over and I'm stuck by myself. I hate it. Sometimes I wish that I had someone to hang out with me that didnt have anything else to do. I know that its selfish but I'm always by myself and people wonder why I get so depressed. I do listen to depressing music but it helps me to deal with being depressed. I hate being alone. All I want to do is curl up into a corner and cry until I have no more tears left to cry. *sigh* I wish that I had something to occupy my time but I have nothing but homework but after awhile it gets boring and I dont feel like doing it anymore. I just wish that I had a friend up here that actually wanted to hang out with me. I hate feeling like this. I feel like I'm here all alone and that no one gives a shit about me.