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I am trying really hard to just get back on track and forget about a few people.....but ITS HARD AS FUCK!!!!!! i cant get her off my mind....damn no offence josh but stessin over girls is your thing not mine. im supposed to be cool calm and collected i dumped her...i move on. but i cant for some reason she makes me feel diferent. I ve never felt the way i feel about her with anyone else. and its not an obsession i just know that if i give up on her i am throwing away something, and i might not ever know what that something is if i dont give it a try.....GGGAAAAADDDDDD. i hope love isnt like this...but damn this would all be so easy to just put behind me if i talked to her. but i dont want to...i have to much pride to just tell her i like her or throw a kiss at her after i have held my feelings back for like a month...it would just be a waste of everything i have been withholding....but then again hopefully ive convinced her that i dont like her so if i throw a kiss @ her it will be random and spontaneous. not something she has been dreading....i just dont know. i dont evn know what it is about her that tears down all my defences and just fuckin hits me so hard. o well. i finnaly got a pic up....god i am a sexy bitch.....lol NO! but go ahead and think so....that would be great! aight well uh ill get back with yall....o and other than josh who else even looks at this? drop a post if your checkin it out.
-AnDrEw
-AnDrEw