FRED...*cough* I mean Frank Miller's...Sin City
so...tonight I saw Sin City with my buddy Joe Shmoe! Another great film I will enjoy for many times to come. good shtuff... anyway, so I've really been bugged out lately about something. so I thought I'd just let it all out. take in mind chilies that it's almost 2 in the mornin', so this might come out...a lil' "incoherently".
you know... I never really understood why you could get mad at someone you supposedly care about, for deciding they wanted to change their way of life. Just because YOU'VE been doing it for a while now doesn't mean that YOU'RE the only person that can. That's just a bunch of hodge-podge...seriously. Do you treat all your other 'vegetarian' friends like that Jazz? So what if Kala wants to become a vegetarian, why in the world would that piss you off? you know...you called her selfish, but don't you think you're being selfish for condemning her for doing the same thing you do yourself? that to me is not only hypocritical, but that's being an unsupportive friend. you and kala care about each other a lot, and you should be like, oh wow, that's cool kala that you're trying this, here's some helpful tips. that is what real friends do. by all means, why in the world would her becoming a vegetarian make you mad?! do you think you invented vegetarianism. yes, you decided you were gonna do become a vegetarian when you were little... kala decided when she was 16, what the hell is the difference?
I love you dearly Jazz ...and I don't mean to cause a dispute, but come on shelly! let's be real here. I mean, it's not like Kala is doing this in spite of you.
And one last thing...You told me that you live in the past, and always see the good in people, because you remember them from how they used to be, and you know deep down they still are that same person. Please don't try to tell me you act the same around all people, because I've seen you hun, maybe not that much, but I have. And you change too when you're around certain people. Why condem kala for doing the same thing? It's something that EVERYONE goes through...and just because kala has changed, don't you still love her, and wouldn't you still want to be her friend? I've seen so many of my friends change...Speaking from experience since I have moved 4 times in my high school career, and it's happened to me a number of times, I still love and cherish each and everyone of them. REGARDLESS of who've they become. You can't honestly say that she has become so unbearable to be friends with her that you'd rather blow a hole through your head than be her friend. Because that would be just ridiculous. I know plenty of other suitable persons that can fit that character, even though they may not be your friends, but I know you'd rather blow your brains out than live your life with them in it. *cough*stupid whores, and wanna-bes like emily*cough*
so yes, I've said my peace...now I think it's time for a PB&J and lights out. later gators!