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What is my problem? I feel as if I can just drive away the best things in my life! I feel like I just always do things wrong. I still have these complete feelings of insecurity. I wish it would just go away. I wish I could just be confident in myself and know that when someone tells me they love me and they want to be with me, that they mean it. I just doubt myself and think that I am not good enough and that someone wouldnt really take me for me.
I dont know whats going on with anything these days. A phone call at 9 pm last night made me think things were okay after just getting really annoyed with eachother, but he said he had to call me back, didnt hear from him, and havent heard from him today. Am I being the nagging girlfriend that I dont want to be? Maybe some space will help. Maybe I should just not be around for a lil while. I just dont know if I can do that, he is the only thing that has importance in my life, him and the very few friendships that I have. We will see. Im just, ugh. Anyway...
Well, my dad and I got into a huge fight the other night, and I dont have to move with my parents. I get to stay here, and I get to keep my car. I wanted to tell him that, cause I know thats something that has been an issue with our relationship, but I didnt get a chance to tell him! I miss him, I want things back to normal.. I wanna have fun and be young while we still can!
Anyway, things just keep coming back to him. Write mor when I have a better train of though...
Kisses Bitches!
I dont know whats going on with anything these days. A phone call at 9 pm last night made me think things were okay after just getting really annoyed with eachother, but he said he had to call me back, didnt hear from him, and havent heard from him today. Am I being the nagging girlfriend that I dont want to be? Maybe some space will help. Maybe I should just not be around for a lil while. I just dont know if I can do that, he is the only thing that has importance in my life, him and the very few friendships that I have. We will see. Im just, ugh. Anyway...
Well, my dad and I got into a huge fight the other night, and I dont have to move with my parents. I get to stay here, and I get to keep my car. I wanted to tell him that, cause I know thats something that has been an issue with our relationship, but I didnt get a chance to tell him! I miss him, I want things back to normal.. I wanna have fun and be young while we still can!
Anyway, things just keep coming back to him. Write mor when I have a better train of though...
Kisses Bitches!