Well...
I got my hair cut, its a lot different, and I am unsure if I like it. I mean, I love the color and the overall cut, but she gave me bangs. I dont know if I am a bangs person... I went to Marks right after, and I was so afraid he was going to hate it, and when I walked in he just stared at me. Then he started laughing. Then he said he was just kidding and said it looked okay he just, like I said, doesnt like the bangs. He said either way I am still beautiful to him, which made me feel a lot better.I guess I will just have to wait and let my bangs grow out. Ugh, I hate bangs!
Anyway... School has been going really well. Stupid book in Great Works though, I hope I can just do enough to pass it. I totally just dont understand the book. It confuses the hell out of me. I dont have any classes with Melissa which is a bummer. I need to be around her more. I dont tell anyone half the things Melissa and I talk about. Hopefully next week I will be up and able to work out, definately need that. I am singing an Italian piece for my vocal class, its cool. I dont have a voice right now and so I cant start singing it yet which is a bummer. I want my voice back, I sound so whiney, and people keep telling me its cute, but its annoying cause I am like pushing myself to be able to talk. All my other classes are going really well.
This week though has just been kind of a downer. I cracked my ribs over the weekend, so I cant really do many physical activities. I have like no voice, so I can barely talk to people. My parents want me to move with them since I am no long at my beauty school. And they say that if I finish school here that they want me to move in with them when I am done with school. Why? I dont see how that makes any sense. My whole life is down here, and there are so many things that I have been talking about that if they work out, it would be pointless to move up there with them. I think they are just going to have to realize that I am not their little girl anymore. Soon, I am going to want to move on and have a family of my own, and I dont think they really want to grasp the thought of that.
Things with Mark and I are great. We had a little, whatever you wanna call it, over the weekend. I felt really hurt by the whole thing, but then we sat down and talked about everything, and now its all good. Its funny how I thought things were going great, and then now after our talk things are going like 100x greater. I love it when he calls and I pick up my phone and he starts right into conversation, "Hi baby, how are you feeling?" and "I love you, wish you were here right now." It gives me butterflies to this day. In all my life, I never thought I would be this girly. Like, head over heals for a boy, ya know? Its a great feeling tho. Little things we talk about that make me shiver, cause I never thought I would find anything like this. I cant wait for my ribs to heal tho, cause we are definately having a re-match to our little wrestling. Tho, I pinned him fair and square three times. Good times!
My parents are out of town this weekend, Mark and I have a few things planned with Terrance and Joy. They want tequila, and I say no, that does not good things to me. Im thinking some Parrot Bay, or something else light. But I think Mark totally wants to get me hammered. We'll see what happens.
Working out has been good except I havent been able to all this week. Ugh. I've lost almost 10 lbs. now. I am so proud. I love it tho, I always feel like energized when I am done, like I could go and run for like an hour more.
Im out. Kisses Bitches!
Anyway... School has been going really well. Stupid book in Great Works though, I hope I can just do enough to pass it. I totally just dont understand the book. It confuses the hell out of me. I dont have any classes with Melissa which is a bummer. I need to be around her more. I dont tell anyone half the things Melissa and I talk about. Hopefully next week I will be up and able to work out, definately need that. I am singing an Italian piece for my vocal class, its cool. I dont have a voice right now and so I cant start singing it yet which is a bummer. I want my voice back, I sound so whiney, and people keep telling me its cute, but its annoying cause I am like pushing myself to be able to talk. All my other classes are going really well.
This week though has just been kind of a downer. I cracked my ribs over the weekend, so I cant really do many physical activities. I have like no voice, so I can barely talk to people. My parents want me to move with them since I am no long at my beauty school. And they say that if I finish school here that they want me to move in with them when I am done with school. Why? I dont see how that makes any sense. My whole life is down here, and there are so many things that I have been talking about that if they work out, it would be pointless to move up there with them. I think they are just going to have to realize that I am not their little girl anymore. Soon, I am going to want to move on and have a family of my own, and I dont think they really want to grasp the thought of that.
Things with Mark and I are great. We had a little, whatever you wanna call it, over the weekend. I felt really hurt by the whole thing, but then we sat down and talked about everything, and now its all good. Its funny how I thought things were going great, and then now after our talk things are going like 100x greater. I love it when he calls and I pick up my phone and he starts right into conversation, "Hi baby, how are you feeling?" and "I love you, wish you were here right now." It gives me butterflies to this day. In all my life, I never thought I would be this girly. Like, head over heals for a boy, ya know? Its a great feeling tho. Little things we talk about that make me shiver, cause I never thought I would find anything like this. I cant wait for my ribs to heal tho, cause we are definately having a re-match to our little wrestling. Tho, I pinned him fair and square three times. Good times!
My parents are out of town this weekend, Mark and I have a few things planned with Terrance and Joy. They want tequila, and I say no, that does not good things to me. Im thinking some Parrot Bay, or something else light. But I think Mark totally wants to get me hammered. We'll see what happens.
Working out has been good except I havent been able to all this week. Ugh. I've lost almost 10 lbs. now. I am so proud. I love it tho, I always feel like energized when I am done, like I could go and run for like an hour more.
Im out. Kisses Bitches!