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[drunkiss]

Yeah so, I havn't written anything in here in a long ass time...I guess I kinda have other things in my life goin on right now...haha my dad is all worried that my brother is gay...I really don't think he is....my dad thinks he is cuz he never has a g/f or anything....but I think he just hides it all cuz he's a shy person....my mom agrees....But I guess I'd be worried too, if I hardly saw my kid....I think I should go to my dads house this weekend...I havn't been there in a while, I feel bad....But I can't help it...I have other things goin on in my life too, and it's hard to compromise......Yeah so my mom was pretty drunk lastnight which was cool cuz I was stoned....me and Jesse were sitting outside having a ciggerette, and then my mom came out and started talkin to us...it was cool cuz she let me drink....yeah I kinda like Jesse now, I'm just afraid that if we go out everything will be completly different....and it'll just be weird...it's hard to explain but I'm sure ppl know what I mean...yeah so I stayed home today to type up my essay...which I shouldn't have done...I miss way too much school.....oh well...at least my essay's done.....

Yeah...so I dunno what to do about the whole jesse thing...I know he likes me so much and has for like a year, I just don't want everything to be weird...he told me that it prolly would be weird at first but then it would get better...the thing is...I want someone who is a bit older...he's a year younger than me, so yeah thats also what makes it a bit weird....oh well....I guess whatever happens, happens!!

Well.........

If only wishes came true.......