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I'm soo proud of myself...everything is going great in school now....and I'm actually doing my work.....also, me and Kyle are good again, which is awesome....we're hanging out tomorrow night, which should be fun!! Yeah I'm gonna get hammered....Also, I'm actually starting to become friends with someone I thought I'd never be friends with......She's cool and everything but then sometimes she acts like she's sooo tough.....oh well I guess it's kinda good cuz then that way she sticks up for herself...in a way I wish I was like that...Oh, and I called Mark lastnight and actually got to talk to him....I havn't talked to him in like a month......Hes sooo cute....but I think we're better off as friends....I think I have found the right guy...Kyle.....he's sooo sweet to me, and treats me good.....even if I'm happy but not smiling he askes me whats wrong...it's awesome...the only thing is, he hates smoking....I'm trying to quit, I've been doing great....In only have like 3-4 a day....I quit smoking pot, so I should be able to quit smoking if I set my mind to it....man, I was soo embarassed yesterday when Kyle kissed me in the caf...cuz everyone was watching, and then today he walked me to 5th and gave me a kiss....I was kinda embarassed...I don't know why but I hate it when ppl are around when he kisses me, I think it's cuz I feel that showing your affection for someone should be private.....but yeah.....I can't wait till tomorrow night.....I'm sooo excited...lol.....but yeah....haha the debate thingy in parenting was awesome today....it was funny cuz we were debating on same sex marriage and this one chick was really against it, and this other chick was like bitching at her, cuz she thought that was rude.....lol it was funny....but yeah......I promised Kyle that I wouldn't smoke tomorrow just for him, its gonna be hard when I'm drinking but I'm really gonna try not too......he's soo cute...I really think that we can last a long time.....Ha to his parents I'm really christian, and I've never drank alcohol in my life...lol.....Man it's gonna be funny when I meet them....anyways I'm going to bed....