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Well, it's New Years Eve, and I'm in the worst mood ever...I think I should be happy not in a bad mood....whats with that? And the worst part, is at I don't even know why I'm in this mood......I was like this at Christmas too....maybe it's just cuz things never go the way I want it to go...hmm....not too sure...I guess I'm goin to Kalin's house tonight, I hope thats at least a little bit fun...I think I might just get hammered, and then go home...I havn't talked to Mark since Monday...and I'm really not calling him ever again, if he wants to talk to me he can call me...I don't have the time to worry about guys...I have other things to worry about.....and then my one friend for some reason isn't talkin to me...whats with that? I don't even know.....and I really don't give a shit n e more...he's been like that for the past week, all bitchy and fuckin rude to me.....but yeah I think I'm goin to get ready......