Today was stressful...had ruler thrown at my head, couldnt fond classes, rude supply teachers, n my one hope of someone lending me money before rent day has crashed n burned. Dunno how I gonna pay rent now
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ignore your sister, she is being childish. because you graduated and she didn't she feels compelled to make up things to hinder your self-confidence in order to hide her obvious jealousy. jealousy is a scary emotion.
no money sucks, doesnt it? i have got used to the whole not buying clothes thing tho...all i've bought in the past year in europe has been a skirt in dublin and a top in edinburgh. and i also really need a haircut but i spent all my cash i made last month on health care. so it may have to wait..again.
you don't always need to wear a suit. wear dress shirts and pants or something.
i want you to listen to all of what i am about to write and not take it the wrong way. just think about what i am saying here. it is irritating when you say you will 'try' and call and don't. but it is only irritating because you keep saying it and haven't actually followed through. it makes me think you are unreliable, and i know you aren't. i hope you understand where i am coming from on that. it's not the act of not calling...it's providing the possibility multiple times with no follow-through. when i was in harris my life was hectic as shit, yes. but when i said i was going to call people i always did. and if i didn't think i could do it i never said i might. that's leaving the action in limbo..and it's totally up to you whether you make the time to do it or not. i get that your life is hell, i do. but one of the most irritating things to me is when people say they are gonna do something and then don't. and i know you aren't that unreliable.
Hey hun, I Do totally get where u are coming from.And you're right, I an see how that makes me look when I dont call after I said I would. It happens because I really dont wanna let anyone down and even though everything is so hectic, I genuinely try n make time n remain optimistic that I will be able to call. It's just we have different ways of handling it I guess... where u say nothing unless it's a definate that u can do something, I say I may be able so as to make myself and the person I am saying it to feel better... I DO try n call, it's my optimism that makes me say it before I know for definate.. You know I am reliable, you know how much I love you and you know as soon as I get my shit in order this wont be a problem... In the meantime I'll try n stop making optimistic promises....or did I just make one by saying that? lol Love x x
no money sucks, doesnt it? i have got used to the whole not buying clothes thing tho...all i've bought in the past year in europe has been a skirt in dublin and a top in edinburgh. and i also really need a haircut but i spent all my cash i made last month on health care. so it may have to wait..again.
you don't always need to wear a suit. wear dress shirts and pants or something.
i want you to listen to all of what i am about to write and not take it the wrong way. just think about what i am saying here.
it is irritating when you say you will 'try' and call and don't. but it is only irritating because you keep saying it and haven't actually followed through. it makes me think you are unreliable, and i know you aren't. i hope you understand where i am coming from on that. it's not the act of not calling...it's providing the possibility multiple times with no follow-through. when i was in harris my life was hectic as shit, yes. but when i said i was going to call people i always did. and if i didn't think i could do it i never said i might. that's leaving the action in limbo..and it's totally up to you whether you make the time to do it or not. i get that your life is hell, i do. but one of the most irritating things to me is when people say they are gonna do something and then don't. and i know you aren't that unreliable.
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You know I am reliable, you know how much I love you and you know as soon as I get my shit in order this wont be a problem...
In the meantime I'll try n stop making optimistic promises....or did I just make one by saying that? lol
Love x x
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