Slapping and Kissing and Drinking and XMAS
Well when I said prepare for an interesting few months I should've realised just how soon that would start!!
Oceana on Monday was good, played a lot of xmas songs and annemarie cried and fell a lot cos she was drunk, but overall she was in good mood. I saw Samir, and avoided him... again. He tapped me on shoulder and I said hi, smiled and continued dancing with the girls. I thought I was being ok with him, till they insisted it was extra cold with him but in a good way!
Anyway that was that. On wednesday eve Phil txt asking if I wanted to go for a drink. 20 minutes later he txt to say he was outside...needless to say I wasnt ready!! I'd forgotten again how absolutely gorgeous he was... WOW. lol
So after waiting for me to get ready we eventually left and went to the Nickleodeon pub for a drink. I as usual chatted away cos I never know when to shut up. But we did get on really well. Turns out he knows Sam, my assistant manager in Costas. His brother is engaged to her!! weird.
So anyway, we got back and I was due to then go to the su to meet sarah. He asked me if I wanted to meet up with him for a drink before I go home on Monday, so we agreed to go out on Sunday. (Grins)
So I'm getting outta the car...literally have the door open...and then we kiss. And kiss. And kiss..... OmFG!!! What a kisser. Came in and didnt bother goin to su... the nite was perfect already so figured woulldnt spoil it. :)
His main fault is that I havent heard from him since. I txt him to let him know that I'd been talkin to Sam and by the sounds of it she was gonna tease him a lot. hmmm.. I hate boys who dont txt back... it's playing games!!
Worked last shift in Costas before xmas on thursday... actually surprised myself when I realised I was gonna miss 'em! lol
Yesterday I went to see the National Street Dance Championship in the SU. The prize was £100,000!! The talent was amazing..all bodypopping, breakdancing and hip hop. Saw Samir... spoke but not overly friendly... I think he is really confused over the way I been with him lately. Went to Brum with annemarie...did little xmas shopping cos got paid by costas. Home and got all santa'd up for the su.
Had ok nite...till I dropped my triple JD and coke at end of nite... Bar was shut and I was drunk and pissed off. Saw Samir and I think for some reason he teased about me dropping drink (I think) and ..... I slapped him. Right across his face.He held my arms down and was like " I cant believe You just did that" Then I said " Well, do you think you've said or done anything recently to deserve being slapped??" and he said no. So I said ok then and walked off. ouldnt believe i did it. Then we were outside Lazees and a car pulled up. He got out and was checkin to see if it still open. I said "Samir, Merry Xmas" and he got outta the car, asked when I was goin home. I said Monday and he looked a bit surprised and then hugged me. Then Kissed me. On the lips. In Public. I was that shocked I didnt kiss him back... then he kissed me again. I'm still in shock.
Came home.. cried. Drunk. Confused.
Still confused but guess that's just the way it's always gonna be when it concerns me and him.
Anyway... gotta rush to work now.... AAGh.
Oceana on Monday was good, played a lot of xmas songs and annemarie cried and fell a lot cos she was drunk, but overall she was in good mood. I saw Samir, and avoided him... again. He tapped me on shoulder and I said hi, smiled and continued dancing with the girls. I thought I was being ok with him, till they insisted it was extra cold with him but in a good way!
Anyway that was that. On wednesday eve Phil txt asking if I wanted to go for a drink. 20 minutes later he txt to say he was outside...needless to say I wasnt ready!! I'd forgotten again how absolutely gorgeous he was... WOW. lol
So after waiting for me to get ready we eventually left and went to the Nickleodeon pub for a drink. I as usual chatted away cos I never know when to shut up. But we did get on really well. Turns out he knows Sam, my assistant manager in Costas. His brother is engaged to her!! weird.
So anyway, we got back and I was due to then go to the su to meet sarah. He asked me if I wanted to meet up with him for a drink before I go home on Monday, so we agreed to go out on Sunday. (Grins)
So I'm getting outta the car...literally have the door open...and then we kiss. And kiss. And kiss..... OmFG!!! What a kisser. Came in and didnt bother goin to su... the nite was perfect already so figured woulldnt spoil it. :)
His main fault is that I havent heard from him since. I txt him to let him know that I'd been talkin to Sam and by the sounds of it she was gonna tease him a lot. hmmm.. I hate boys who dont txt back... it's playing games!!
Worked last shift in Costas before xmas on thursday... actually surprised myself when I realised I was gonna miss 'em! lol
Yesterday I went to see the National Street Dance Championship in the SU. The prize was £100,000!! The talent was amazing..all bodypopping, breakdancing and hip hop. Saw Samir... spoke but not overly friendly... I think he is really confused over the way I been with him lately. Went to Brum with annemarie...did little xmas shopping cos got paid by costas. Home and got all santa'd up for the su.
Had ok nite...till I dropped my triple JD and coke at end of nite... Bar was shut and I was drunk and pissed off. Saw Samir and I think for some reason he teased about me dropping drink (I think) and ..... I slapped him. Right across his face.He held my arms down and was like " I cant believe You just did that" Then I said " Well, do you think you've said or done anything recently to deserve being slapped??" and he said no. So I said ok then and walked off. ouldnt believe i did it. Then we were outside Lazees and a car pulled up. He got out and was checkin to see if it still open. I said "Samir, Merry Xmas" and he got outta the car, asked when I was goin home. I said Monday and he looked a bit surprised and then hugged me. Then Kissed me. On the lips. In Public. I was that shocked I didnt kiss him back... then he kissed me again. I'm still in shock.
Came home.. cried. Drunk. Confused.
Still confused but guess that's just the way it's always gonna be when it concerns me and him.
Anyway... gotta rush to work now.... AAGh.