Aug 11, 2005 00:34
So like I said earlier life is really weird with giving you what you want, and taking things when you dont want them. For ever I have wanted to be done and out of the house and not having to go to high school anymore because it sucked. The social clicks and all of that crap, everything just always sucked. But now that there is the undenyable chance of me being done I find that it is humorously rediculous that I want to go back and not be done. I had said in a rant before that high school was like a soft warm buble, where every thing in the world was sheltered out by it and that no one would have to deal with it because they were protected
well I am out of that bubble and it shows daily when I am faced with a challenge of doing something for my self. And now I dont have my parents to look out for what I am doing and whether or not it willturn out sowell is really all up to me.So it is a tough thing to look at once you sit up and see what just hit you. As I sit here and talk about what I wanted to talk about it is making me tired and in want of some sleep, so I am going to let this quote that I wrote a long time ago when I was terrified of death let you know exactly what I mean.
"As I sit here and let the rain hit my face, I realize that even though it is cold and wet, this rain helps things grow into new and better things, where in turn can help my life only get better, and also at the same time work on other peoples as well."
- Robert Farrell