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I love how much society has a grasp on their world. Well actually what they make to be their world. For example, I.E. look at how the manager at Wal-Mart runs the place. He will constantly banter about how people don’t do things right, only he doesn’t do things right. He brought all his employees in today to talk to them about giving him a good evaluation on the semi annual evaluation dealies, in order to get a promotion and leave the store. So basically he wants them to put aside the shit that he gave them in order to be able to leave and go somewhere else and using their hatred of him to do so. That is what pisses me off about the world today. People are so ignorant to everyone else, or at least who they want to be that they fail to see what needs to actually be seen. I am not to say that I never do that, because believe me I have my moments where I blatantly surpass everyone in my thinking of how to get things done. As some would say it was because I lied a lot. Now if people are reading this, and I know you are because some of you are just profile surfers, and others like to hear me complain, I want you all to know the truth about me. I lie on occasion or a lot. But what people fail to see, and what really pisses me off is that I do it to fit in, and by continually shoving it in my face wont help the cause a lot. But lets think here, what are the kinds of things I lie about. Things I own, places I have been, people I know. Nothing that would ever hurt anyone ever in any way, so why is it such a big deal of making it a public event of putting me out there and letting them whip me. I must admit though (this not being a lie) that I have seriously faded my ability to lie well. I don’t do it as well at all anymore, so everyone knows when I am doing it, and they will always put me on the spot. Therefore I don’t do it nearly as much anymore. If you are a girl and your just meeting me for the first time, chances are if I like you enough, I haven’t lied to you yet. But just in case here is a little comparison chart to look at and see whether or not I have been truthful or not.
1.) I have never been to Ireland.
2.) I am Irish.
3.) My dad was in the air force and we did move around a lot.
4.) (This one is not my lie but what people say I must admit to) I am not related to Colin Farrell
5.) I am a film student.
6.) I am 18
7.) I am a virgin.
8.) I have had 43 girlfriends. (Funny from the previous eh!?)
That is all that I can think of constant girl pick up lies. But I am sure that a few of you out there can think of a few more. So this is my first feeble attempt to try and fade my entire lying career, but my friends don’t seem to help in a different sense either. If I am with someone whom has known me for years, and I meet a girl. I will say something that they have yet to find out about me, or I have lied to them about before, they will tell this girl that I am not telling the truth and not to trust me because I am a chronic liar. Well thanks a lot guys cause now even if I had a chance with this girl, the trust level is way too low now. So friends please try and not do that unless you are absolutely positive that the thing I am talking about is an up face lie.
On a further note, this is my first entry, and I thought what better way to introduce what I want to use this thing for then to complain. I had kept a weekly journal on my sub-profile but that seemed to demanding, because then I had to open up internet explorer every time and what not and it was just damn annoying. So here I am doing this thing. I hope to keep it constant while I am at school so everyone knows what the hell is up and whatnot. But why not make this one long as hell.
While the summer is closing and we are all getting closer to going off to school, I want everyone to know that I either hate you or love you. I hate you if you are one of those friends that pretend to be a friend at a specific moment of time. It doesn’t work, if you have not called me in the past two months or I have not seen you, then it just isn’t worth remaining friends. I will admit I have done pretty shitty keeping up on graduation parties. Sorry Ben and Claudio, I forgot. But to the friends I have hung out with, thank you and I love you and I will never forget the times we had. There is nothing more I want to say on this matter, except that I wish all of you the best of luck, and if you want to hang out I do still love you all to a point and will hang out with you if it is a rockin time.
Moving on to girls, well I don’t know if you saw the last entry in my sub profile but it was about this and that and then this girl. This girl I was like in love with, she was beautiful and funny and smart sometimes. I couldn’t stop thinking about her, and I still can’t but I need to and she pretty much helped me by stop talking to me. It is a funny thing and it really hurt, but hopefully when I go off to school I can move on and it wont hurt as bad. It isn’t as bad as my last relationship thing kinda, because I don’t have to see her, and I never made out with her. But well what are you going to do. So if your reading this and your that girl, then sorry for whatever I did to make you not talk to me anymore.
And on the last note of this (extremely long entry) I am being honest to anyone who wants it now that I am moving to Buffalo, so if you want to know the truth, IM me and I promise I will give it.
1.) I have never been to Ireland.
2.) I am Irish.
3.) My dad was in the air force and we did move around a lot.
4.) (This one is not my lie but what people say I must admit to) I am not related to Colin Farrell
5.) I am a film student.
6.) I am 18
7.) I am a virgin.
8.) I have had 43 girlfriends. (Funny from the previous eh!?)
That is all that I can think of constant girl pick up lies. But I am sure that a few of you out there can think of a few more. So this is my first feeble attempt to try and fade my entire lying career, but my friends don’t seem to help in a different sense either. If I am with someone whom has known me for years, and I meet a girl. I will say something that they have yet to find out about me, or I have lied to them about before, they will tell this girl that I am not telling the truth and not to trust me because I am a chronic liar. Well thanks a lot guys cause now even if I had a chance with this girl, the trust level is way too low now. So friends please try and not do that unless you are absolutely positive that the thing I am talking about is an up face lie.
On a further note, this is my first entry, and I thought what better way to introduce what I want to use this thing for then to complain. I had kept a weekly journal on my sub-profile but that seemed to demanding, because then I had to open up internet explorer every time and what not and it was just damn annoying. So here I am doing this thing. I hope to keep it constant while I am at school so everyone knows what the hell is up and whatnot. But why not make this one long as hell.
While the summer is closing and we are all getting closer to going off to school, I want everyone to know that I either hate you or love you. I hate you if you are one of those friends that pretend to be a friend at a specific moment of time. It doesn’t work, if you have not called me in the past two months or I have not seen you, then it just isn’t worth remaining friends. I will admit I have done pretty shitty keeping up on graduation parties. Sorry Ben and Claudio, I forgot. But to the friends I have hung out with, thank you and I love you and I will never forget the times we had. There is nothing more I want to say on this matter, except that I wish all of you the best of luck, and if you want to hang out I do still love you all to a point and will hang out with you if it is a rockin time.
Moving on to girls, well I don’t know if you saw the last entry in my sub profile but it was about this and that and then this girl. This girl I was like in love with, she was beautiful and funny and smart sometimes. I couldn’t stop thinking about her, and I still can’t but I need to and she pretty much helped me by stop talking to me. It is a funny thing and it really hurt, but hopefully when I go off to school I can move on and it wont hurt as bad. It isn’t as bad as my last relationship thing kinda, because I don’t have to see her, and I never made out with her. But well what are you going to do. So if your reading this and your that girl, then sorry for whatever I did to make you not talk to me anymore.
And on the last note of this (extremely long entry) I am being honest to anyone who wants it now that I am moving to Buffalo, so if you want to know the truth, IM me and I promise I will give it.