May 22, 2006 05:12
it's 5 in the morning and earlier today i randomly checked my lj to see if anyone posted anything worth reading and noticed dann had made a few entries and that motivated me to write in here, although seeing dickgass' entries, with pictures of some random beach or cure lyrics, really make me want to write in here...
speaking of the cure, after i read danns latest entry i went through his old ones and got all nostalgic, so i put on a cure album and read a lot of peoples old entries.
right now i'm in-between jobs and tours and i spend my days either hugging marlen, exploring music illegally, and listening to records. i'm also doing a half assed job at trying to get a job. i applied at one place and they didn't call me so then i asked a friend if they were hiring where she worked so i might try that out. i like the freedom, however, of not having a job. once i get a job it'll be less time with marlen and with myself and then when i leave for tour again i'll feel like i didn't get enough accomplished while i was at home. but if i don't get a job i'll have no money on the road, which, isn't as bad as it may seem, but i should still have money. i'm 21, i shouldn't be as broke as i am all the time.
my band wrote and recorded an album in january and it still hasn't been released yet. the more i think about that the more upset it makes me. there some big distribution deal that's delaying it but i figure after about two months that shit could have been worked out.
today marlen woke me up at 8:30 a.m. to say bye to me before she had to leave to go home to get ready for work. instead of going back to sleep i stayed up. i had a couple corn dogs and a few hours later jesse, brent and me went out for some records. i picked up led zeppelin's fourth album, black sabbath's masters of reality, yes' fragile and baroness' first ep. and i also found spitfire's new cd, self help, for 2 bucks and final plan's cd, dead end nights, for 4 bucks.
i then got home and waited for marlen to get out of work. she got over here and we ate dinner and tried to make plans to go out drinking but we ended up falling asleep for a little bit. we watched some tv for a while, then marlen went home and i sat in front of the computer for even longer and that leads us to me here now.
it feels good to write in here, i miss it, i'm gonna try to keep it up.
dann wrote a new song and i have an acoustic version of it so i'm going to try and write some lyrics to it before i fall asleep.