Trust me... life gets worse.
Well there are several things I'm concerned about right now. I think I may have a concussion. I really need to take care of my paychecks. I really need to clean my house, but I have no motivation whatsoever. I have a feeling that a few important people in my life may want nothing to do with me anymore. My head is hurting and this feeling I'm experiencing is so much stranger than the average hangover. I fell and hit my head yesterday. Yeah.... I'm pretty certain that I'm mainly worried about the concussion. I don't want to die. Sometimes I feel like I have this subtle rebellion towards any great opportunities in life, part of my nature is just so anti-everything. I shy away from good things, it's no wonder that my life has been so bad over the past month. I figured that if I really want something, it will distance itself from me as far as possible. I need to learn to control my desires. I'm not sure if I should go to the hospital or not. Hospitals are expensive. Very expensive. But then again I don't want to die.
Oh and the worst part? There's absolutely NOBODY that cares enough to listen to me and hear me out. And even if there was, I'd have no idea where to start anymore. It's been piling up for too long.
Ugh, I just want to feel NORMAL!
Oh and the worst part? There's absolutely NOBODY that cares enough to listen to me and hear me out. And even if there was, I'd have no idea where to start anymore. It's been piling up for too long.
Ugh, I just want to feel NORMAL!