Same Old Things
hmmm soccer, missed it, loved it, played it tonight!!!! Will every other day of my life, maybe not, but wish I could!
and i wonder why i keep having these night mares about him, his picture is by my light, and when I turn it off, its the last thing I see I guess. Finally had the odacity to move it and place it face down on the floor. No more reminders please, things are hard enough!!!
like the rain beats on your window sill
and washes through the gutters once again
I will falter through the cracks I break my back
mind is racing through thoughts distasteful
follow me up to the roof of my convictions
listen to my plead for my restoration
this makes no sense but I am feeling
like I'm bored off my ass, so someone save me.....lol
Nothings changing so far...waiting waiting waiting, patience patience patience, its something I'm just now learning....but its worth it, I hope.