Just His Girl

[drunkenxmonkeys]

empty thoughts
tearing at the ceiling
never thought
love would be appealing
till it ended
left me standing here
theres no way back
theres no way back to him
theres no way to tell him

how i feel
cause this real
words mean nothing
they mean nothing to him
if i could show him
with a kiss
I could maybe get a glimpse
of what he sees
what he thinks of me
I know he's hiding
hiding what he feels

I was just his girl
in his made up world
i was just a face that he used
i was just an escape from reality
I was just a girl just his girl
and now I mean nothing in his world

love is hate
so....I refer.... to it
often lost I am surrendering
to him I left my soul within
to him I thought that I could see
what everyone else never saw
but I was wrong, I was wrong
and now I don't know where I belong

I was just his girl
in his made up world
i was just a face that he used
i was just an escape from reality
I was just a girl just his girl
and now I mean nothing in his world