anniversary

Feb 16, 2006 07:06

It's been one year tonight that I jumped to new blood and a renewed chance for survival. I feel like to write something massive would be dramatic, but to speak placidly would be to dimish something that deserves its significance.

They've been testing and examining me all week, and they will present the results of their assessment tomorrow afternoon. As much as this has been a date I have looked forward to and, in fact, clung to for over a year's time, I feel a certain anxiety rushing up on me. Regardless of what the doctors have to say to me tomorrow, and I do expect it to be good, it's time for me to make some serious decisions about how to move forward. How to restart my life. And for all the time I've spent considering it, I'm suddenly terrified to move forward.
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