and i said maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me.
me and marybeth went to the grange tonight. i love that place. i am such a wallflower whenever i go there, but that's one of the reasons why i love it so much. i'm never the wallflower. i don't really fit in there, which is kind of sad because it's pretty much just a giant group of people who don't fit into anywhere else all put together. so they just bond, because they have that common neglect of society. or something. or other.
people actually came over to talk to us this time though. i felt sorta special. i love the people there. they don't give a shit, or a fuck about themselves. which would seem bad, but it's really not. because they care about everyone around them more then themselves which makes them caring people in general. unlike all my of self obsessed snobby friends. well, some of my friends. when this one band was playing everyone was dancing. all together. i loved to watch it, it was like i could actually feel their love. it was great, it really was.
when this one ska band played the trombone player kept looking at me then came off the stage and played for me. haha, he was even cute. then the saxophone player came down to join him. marybeth stole his cigarettes. haha. sucker.
me and marybeth talked to darren at the end. he has such a crush on this mike guy, it's unbelievable. mike isn't even hott. at all. whatever i am over darren. he's so last summer. and winter. and every other season. it's said. it's done. it's even written in livejournal to make it permanent.
Mediajihad: your cool someday someone worthwhile will recognize it i had a crush on you for a lil while but it just kinda faded
Mediajihad: iono why im queer
yes...you are queer. i can't believe he said that to me. what a fucking shitty thing to say. WHATEVER%$@&*)!^(PERIOD
P.S.--this is a totally weird entry. i have no excuse or reason as to why it's weird, it just is. it's because i'ma weird person. sorry to disappoint you.
P.S.S--I LOVE THIS SONG SOSOSO MUCH. SO MUCH.
people actually came over to talk to us this time though. i felt sorta special. i love the people there. they don't give a shit, or a fuck about themselves. which would seem bad, but it's really not. because they care about everyone around them more then themselves which makes them caring people in general. unlike all my of self obsessed snobby friends. well, some of my friends. when this one band was playing everyone was dancing. all together. i loved to watch it, it was like i could actually feel their love. it was great, it really was.
when this one ska band played the trombone player kept looking at me then came off the stage and played for me. haha, he was even cute. then the saxophone player came down to join him. marybeth stole his cigarettes. haha. sucker.
me and marybeth talked to darren at the end. he has such a crush on this mike guy, it's unbelievable. mike isn't even hott. at all. whatever i am over darren. he's so last summer. and winter. and every other season. it's said. it's done. it's even written in livejournal to make it permanent.
Mediajihad: your cool someday someone worthwhile will recognize it i had a crush on you for a lil while but it just kinda faded
Mediajihad: iono why im queer
yes...you are queer. i can't believe he said that to me. what a fucking shitty thing to say. WHATEVER%$@&*)!^(PERIOD
P.S.--this is a totally weird entry. i have no excuse or reason as to why it's weird, it just is. it's because i'ma weird person. sorry to disappoint you.
P.S.S--I LOVE THIS SONG SOSOSO MUCH. SO MUCH.